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10:40:00 PM : Saturday, June 16, 2007
haiz... i so sian lerhh... i dunno wat happen to my life suddently it juz kips falling apart...its juz not the same like last time.. haiz.. its juz not the same i used to enjoy the holidaes lots... but not tis lehh.. T_T it s not the same... i wan to be the old abigail again... but i can't help to think tat i m always alone n nv happy... go away now go away.. leave me alone.. go away now..i cannot live without u in my life but ten again i live my life before u came into my life i wan u to leave but i can't bear to see u go... i wan u to go away n leave me alone but i dun think i can survive without u all ... i wan u to get away from my life n not let me think of u but i can't even bear a dae without thinkin of u... i dun wan to be jealous u treating other ppl better than me (at least i think) but i cannot... i m goin crazy soon i can't hold on animore...i m fallin more n more into the hole... no one to hold me up juz let me fall to the bottom n nv let me come up ... its juz not rightt...
