i am posting because felicia is saying i didn't blog & so on . hahas . so i BLOGGED ! :D

yeahs :D

anyways ,

self-Deceiving is not as easy as it looks , :D

hahas . that's my conclusion anyways . hahas :D i mean seriously ...

this week really isn't my week . even during pe lesson have a little bit of mood swings D: (which was really really weird , i normally don't have mood swings in pe :D )

well , practically the whole week i been having mood swings . & that's that .
& has been crying too ... D:

lastyear , whenever i have mood swings , you would always be there . but this year , you aren't there . D: i dun like this & i miss you D:

but you can't really see uhs ? i can hide it so well uhs ? =X i being bhb . hahas .

i think i going pa jiao . i hope not !!! D:

i have just switch sessions !!! D: you probably dunno what i talking about uhs ?

oh freak , i am watching this freaking show ... the girl is like so freaking female dog . freak !

hahas . ps : dun be too sensitive ...

pps: dunno what i mean jiu nevermind .

haahs .

i feel like longer-ing this post ...

hahas . i shall put in HSM de lyrics . anyway , i kinda bo liaos -__-

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

hahas . this post is reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally long now .. hahas !

pan pac pan pac pan pac !!! :D

abigailABIGAIL (: