today , was cross country . shitty ,
i vomitted .

so advice : next time want run , dun drink milk . & dun drink water while running -__- hahas .

anw . i wore class tee & setted off to PCS with jennifer .

ate . i miss the food there okays .

then saw claudia & chengcheng .

cos jingying came . so parted with jennifer (:

i so long never see till cheng cheng already can ? hahas .

i called them all three (:

& soon , joshua , zijian & yanshen join us .

the rest order i forgot already larhs .

saw so many many people okays .

&& i cleared my birthday debts . & got a pink watch . yays !

daryl look so different . actually not really larhs . i spent some time staring at him before i realised he is daryl lehs . =X & his voice change . hahas . so i had a hard time trying to reconise [shit , my spelling sucks ] him . hahas .

ohs , naruto raised his hand D: sad . hahas .

anyway , back to blogging .

OHOHOH ! he put down lerhs :D yays . jiayou ! :D

okay okays . really back lerhs . && i saw so many many people .. like michal , zhengwei & so on :D

yays . i'm really lazy to blabber on .

anw , i ran around like crazy woman trying to find my brother -__-

canteen , i no XIAODIDI !

&& i found him .

then walked off . i am like looking foward to home can . cos i am like so damn tired .

then before leaving saw zhenhong . actually almost didn't see him derh . hahas . but then i thought i saw him with daryl & kai quan . then turned back . yeahs , its him . hahas .

presents & home .

i am really tired . seriously . sleep once at home . hahas .

boy , i love you . i think . i am not sure myself . but you dun love me anymore . or maybe you didn't even did . can you please sms me today ? & tell me that you love me . i dun think so right ? cos your sms-es seem so cold , so very cold now . its just different . is it over ? a mere five months & its over already ? would you believe that once you let go , you won't be able to get me back easily . do you understand that ? i know that once its over . i won't believe you much anymore . &frm then , you will be my close friend . provided you treat me as one .

i still think of what happened today sweetly . you smiled while you looked at me,while you found me . for that second , i was fooled . i assure you , fooled like nothing before . but i soon woke up . somehow , it all seem like a lie . one i will suffer badly from . i decided it was all a dream . can you convince me otherwise ? i have no idea why . oversensative ? or is it because i heard of the joy you & her share . i have no idea . & i do not want to know . sad to say . i wish i could cry right infront of you . while looking in your face . but i know i could not . i cannot let anyone know . D:












blanks . hahas :D

shall end here .

here's wishing ZHENHONG a happy birthday . (:

&& claudia a belated birthday (:

AGAIN. hahas :D

yeahs , byebye .

abigailABIGAIL (: