hell , why am i so useless ,
gosh , seriously , why can't i just seem to do anything right ?
no matter how hard i try , how much effort i put in ,
i just can't get it right .
and this applies to everything i do .
be it Amaths , Emaths , Physics , Bio , Chem or sports
or even my behaviour.
and loads more.
argh, i'm super fed up with myself , my abilities .
why am i like that ?
tomorrow 2.4 ,
i don't feel like running .
and face ANOTHER thing i can't do well
why am i like that ,
so useless..

forget it , it doesn't matter anw

ABIGAIL