Happy Chinese New Year!

this chinese new year was different, all our traditions broken.
no midnight trips, no more endless black jack, lesser people.
time waits for no one,
look at how much it has changed. i miss the old times :(
there's positive things though :)
the addition of colby, the addition of cousin steph, and the coming of alexsandra (?) im not sure if i spelt correctly, but thats that main idea.
i cant wait :)

i guess life is fair, we gain and we lose. there's never a perfect moment and we'll always wish we could combine things from the past and present.

my feelings so complex right now, idk whats going on in my mind. :) but i know ilove my friend and family :)
im gonna get my stomach checked out. idk, it seems to be acting out more often. perhaps im scaring myself, but its really too random and weird alr. better safe then sorry , yes? :)
but there's just this little little thought, little selfish thought ..

plurk's having more and more random people. doesnt seem safe anymore. hahas

well, byebye :)

Love,
Abigail