There's always two sides to the coin,

and as you stare at one side, why dont you try flipping the coin?
haha , easier said than done. how hard it is to stay rational and logical when something happens,
so many feelings ran past me today, haha.
but either way i felt like everything was my fault. somehow it is, haha.
silly me, why did i ever thought it would work?
i never expected that it would bite me at my butt, after one big round.
and silly me, what second chances. i should have just stuck with my rule of not giving anyone second chances. stupid stupid stupid. haha

okay, im done ranting, :) it is bad that i feel so at peace?

Abigail