Goodbye, 2011. Hello 2012!seems like a year has breezed passed us. i cant believe its a year :)
im proud to say i was single for the entire year :D heehee.
with all that happened, im just surprised i survived everything.
i mean, not to be dramatic and all, but i really didnt expect myself to be able to handle them.
looks like i am growing up after all :)
so why do i still feel like a little girl?
now that its the last day of 2011, its time for my reflection once again.
hahaha , actually i reflect all the time so idk whats the difference!
guess the significance comes with making new year resolution?
new year resolution.. thats a tough question. haha
2011 one was easy, just focus on Os.
Now, i feel like a lost kid.
so, what is my new year resolution?
haha , nevermind . i shall blog about my day first :)
met with Ben, cause he had my dvd. had lunch then went to watch new year's eve.
haha, guess its cool watching new year's eve on new year's eve. :)
Ben was seriously persistent about it. haha its kind of funny, in a good way ofc.
But its a good movie, really gets you thinking. haha
Its new year's eve, anything can happen.i really dont know how true is that.
but i guess something good did happen to the guy in the end.
he got back his girl!
i guess his determination paid off. haha
like i always say , it always boils down to how much you want the thing/ person.
Then went to jiu ma's friend house to have a BBQ, after dinner at home ofc.
guess i sort of wasted my time there, hardly helped anything.
hais, maybe i will reap in the future :)
but the house is cool you know, huge with a swimming pool :)
haha, best part is my beloved jia ning is there, sooooo,
it made the thing really enjoyable.
except my arm is aching from carrying her! hahaha
its worth it though :D
i adore her :D
that pretty much ended my day so now im back home waiting for the New Year :)
i kind of regret not going with Ruyan and her friends for the countdown, but i guess its alright! doubt i would be in the mood to do anything also.
for some unknown reason, im feeling moody :(
hahaha , actually who am i kidding, i know the reason, i just dont want to admit it. :)
ohwell , i should stop blogging, hahaha.
but i just want to ramble for a bit. :)
i never thought i will feel this way again, thanks for proving to me i shouldnt have given you the second chance. all words, no action. haha who am i kidding, its like him all over again. im glad i had my guards up this time so the damage wasnt as huge. its a good realisation i guess, before i embark on the new year. i shall leave everything behind, as you always accuse me of. this time, its real. i wont let myself be angry at you, i promise you. for myself as much as for you. thank you for everything though, have to say it was good memories. hahaha, alright , 3 more mins to New Year.
Have a happy new year everyone :D i know i will :)
