A New Year, A New Beginning.

Yet with every new beginning, comes a end.

2012 wasnt a great year for me, but i guess it could be worse.
couldnt deny the many things i've gained through the year
perhaps it is not that 2012 was a bad year, but more of how im not used to it.
Many things changed, and honestly, after one year, im still not used to TJ.
i cant wait to graduate, and leave this school.
but that would mean going through many things.

if i could, i wish time would stay. but then that's just me being selfish.
like what xiaojiu said, so what if its gone? so what? nothing would ever be the same.
Perhaps now that i calm down and think about it. its for the best.
that doesnt stop the feelings though, doesnt mean i can accept it.
i dont like it, but i love you enough to let you go.
i will always remember you, not the shadow of the man you are now.
i love you, always have and i always will. 

time is ticking..
2012 is a year of many losses and gains, i dont expect 2013 to be any different.
Rough start, but i know i will get through it.
Seems like im growing more mature with every year, a bit too fast for my liking though.
It almost as if talking about it, voicing it out, typing it out makes it more real.
I need to accept this.

Happy New Year Everybody. :)