life's been a mess of grey recently, or maybe it isnt, but i want it to be so that i dont feel like im wrong. what i cant tell though, is what exactly is wrong with this? whats wrong with it, if it makes me happy? but somehow i know its wrong,
wrong wrong wrong.
so reluctant to give it up, but hmm, conflicting. cause i want myself to give it up.
时间会冲淡一切, maybe like what he said, it will pass. and he will move zones. maybe i will move zones. it will change, im sure of it.
