Baby Steps
Slowly easing into University, with baby steps.
Seems like im really not made for lectures. Just cant seem to concentrate.
and i really dont know whats with my anti-social tendencies recently :/

So not used to the fact that i have to fight for opportunities in Uni. You would think that after two years in TJ, i would be used to being independent, going after what i want without fear or doubt but nope. Not really. Not at all actually.

Though i really have to say im proud of myself for making the decision to run for GL, and not dropping out. I think this is one of the few times i went after something despite thinking that i have basically less than 10% chance of getting it. I know it isnt a big deal, but i guess im just really happy that i continued despite the doubt and fear of rejection.
It really is something really insignificant so i dont think anyone can relate to this feeling, but hmm, nope. the lack of empathy cant burst my bubble :)

Though, i cant say im really happy with the outcome. Not that im really upset or anything. I know there are people wondering why in the world this is the outcome, cause i agree with them. Im really in an odd place right now, but no matter, I shall learn to thrive in situations im not comfortable in. :)

Although this place is still very much foreign, but thank goodness for friends made in Insinyur and friends in NTU. :') Honestly not sure what would happen to me without them helping me, and guiding me throughout. Really beyond thankful for my chum, cause he is always there and ready to help.