ABIGAIL

2012-01-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

i have submitted my jae application!
Temasek JC, here i come!
at least i hope so!
although MJC is a great choice too ^^

okay i realy cant think of anything to blog now cause all i can think of is pee pee pee. ._.
i should shut up now, hahaha
okay goodnight people :D

2012-01-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

"I'm intimidated by the fear of being average"
-taylor swift

Os has finally come to an end,
with the release of results yesterday.
its hard to believe i finally concluded my secondary school life.

moving on to JC now
hahaha i cant really decide where to go :O
but i guess im excited :)
but i promise myself i wont slack anymore, wont let myself regret like for the Os.

okay im going to jb soon! hahaha so bye for now :)
and im glad the feeling's mutual. now i wont feel so guilty!!

2012-01-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

tick tock, tick tock..

in a blink of an eye, results are coming out soon!
okay, who am i kidding, it was a really torturing waitttt..
im going crazy with the suspenseeeee. hahaha
i guess patience was never my strength!
esp for unpleasent thingsss.
i am actually surprisingly patient for good things
argh, either way i just want the results to come and be out of the way.
hahaha , stress + abigail was never a pretty thing to see ~

school has reopened!
feels weird that im lazing around and not at the secondary one camp like the past two years!
feels weirder when im at queenstown sec on the first day of school instead of dunman sec!
i really really miss dunman, my friends, my classmates, my teachers, the food, and even the studying :(
hard to imagine monday would be the last day we would assemble as a cohort, as a class.
i think i would miss 4A despite us not being very bonded and all.
hmm, i think we are all used to each other's studying habits, and the way we behave during lessons and all ~
wonder if any of them feels the same way too ~
hahaha, but actually our class is divided mainly into 4 cliques so its weird also lah! haha

okay, my brother's at camp, feels weird without him around :/
i kind of miss him siaaa.
but he will be back soon :D

okay, i shall go and watch misfits now.
i want to finish the hilter story, its cool you know ~ haha
goodbyee.

2011-12-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

Goodbye, 2011. Hello 2012!

seems like a year has breezed passed us. i cant believe its a year :)
im proud to say i was single for the entire year :D heehee.

with all that happened, im just surprised i survived everything.
i mean, not to be dramatic and all, but i really didnt expect myself to be able to handle them.
looks like i am growing up after all :)
so why do i still feel like a little girl?

now that its the last day of 2011, its time for my reflection once again.
hahaha , actually i reflect all the time so idk whats the difference!
guess the significance comes with making new year resolution?
new year resolution.. thats a tough question. haha
2011 one was easy, just focus on Os.
Now, i feel like a lost kid.
so, what is my new year resolution?

haha , nevermind . i shall blog about my day first :)
met with Ben, cause he had my dvd. had lunch then went to watch new year's eve.
haha, guess its cool watching new year's eve on new year's eve. :)
Ben was seriously persistent about it. haha its kind of funny, in a good way ofc.
But its a good movie, really gets you thinking. haha
Its new year's eve, anything can happen.
i really dont know how true is that.
but i guess something good did happen to the guy in the end.
he got back his girl!
i guess his determination paid off. haha
like i always say , it always boils down to how much you want the thing/ person.
Then went to jiu ma's friend house to have a BBQ, after dinner at home ofc.
guess i sort of wasted my time there, hardly helped anything.
hais, maybe i will reap in the future :)
but the house is cool you know, huge with a swimming pool :)
haha, best part is my beloved jia ning is there, sooooo,
it made the thing really enjoyable.
except my arm is aching from carrying her! hahaha
its worth it though :D
i adore her :D

that pretty much ended my day so now im back home waiting for the New Year :)
i kind of regret not going with Ruyan and her friends for the countdown, but i guess its alright! doubt i would be in the mood to do anything also.
for some unknown reason, im feeling moody :(
hahaha , actually who am i kidding, i know the reason, i just dont want to admit it. :)
ohwell , i should stop blogging, hahaha.
but i just want to ramble for a bit. :)

i never thought i will feel this way again, thanks for proving to me i shouldnt have given you the second chance. all words, no action. haha who am i kidding, its like him all over again. im glad i had my guards up this time so the damage wasnt as huge. its a good realisation i guess, before i embark on the new year. i shall leave everything behind, as you always accuse me of. this time, its real. i wont let myself be angry at you, i promise you. for myself as much as for you. thank you for everything though, have to say it was good memories.

hahaha, alright , 3 more mins to New Year.
Have a happy new year everyone :D i know i will :)

2011-12-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

haha, today was a busy day.

met up with jilian first. seems like ages since we've met , so we basically talked and talked and talked. had lunch first and basically walked around.

CS first, followed by tm. we decided to head to manpuku to disturb her friend. LOL
after the disturbing, we went to toy r us to walk about and tried all the toys, behaving like two kids.

hahaha, its was so funny. then we decided to walk from tm to cs to use the toilet in cs. hahaha thanks to me :D and headed to white sands followed by e!hub
surprisingly, i didnt drink cupwalker :(

got this kid came in between us while we were playing the bashing ghost thingy. haha. no idea why ._.
and i learnt how to play mario karts today :D haha.

after that headed back to meet my clique. jennifer couldnt make it though, get well soon!! haha i miss you okay!
dinner and talked and talked at manpuku.
after that headed to popular and went home.

im awfully tired now having walked 5 malls with jilian today. hahaha
tomorrow's gathering at da jiu and da jiu ma house :D
heehee, cant wait to meet my dear cousins, seems like such a long time since i last saw ! since i couldnt make it to the chalet due to my work and all! hahaha

alright, goodnight people, im off to bed, really really tired :)

2011-12-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

decided against changing the blogskin cause i got distracted with misfits, perhaps some other day.
i have finished season one, and is now moving on to season two
amazing huh?
nathan really is an ass though, hahaha. even after they found him in the coffin and all. but he's seriously hilarious. hahaha
and i think simon is creepy alr :( hahaha. although i thought he was cute and all. hahaha. with the timid feeling thing ~

i should probably go to sleep due to my very very obvious eye bags and dark eye circles which makes me look really really bad :(
but my hair aint dry yet and cramps.. emo nemo potato ( as learnt from lxy :D )

meeting jilian tomorrow , gonna try with the eyeliner and mascara if i wake up early enough. hahaha havent met her since like forever so im sort of excited :D hahaha

i cant believe i actually posted twice in a day , heehee. i must be really bored.

hahaha, okay, i should head to the library tomorrow to see if i can find my book on relationships again! im still curious about the traits of directors and negotiators.
which happens to be my personality, hmm.. wonder how does that works. hahaha im basically attracting myself. luckily i got my other trait down before i returned the book - builder. heehee.

okay, i believe nobody has any idea what im ranting on about so i should stop :)

i shall try to enjoy my last two weeks before the releasing of results which is a very very big deal to me. i think ivy understands how i feel also, haha. thankfully, like i can understand what she feels regarding this result.
black horse, hmm..

okay, let's leave the depressing subject. until 9 jan? i have no idea when's the release of results so that a rough gauge. :)

the new year is fast approaching, haha im actually sort of glad for the change unlike last year. Its a new beginning, new year, and guess what, im really proud that i survived this year, not just cause of Os, but the ... too, hahaha.
for those wondering, ... is a secret :D hahaha
im just glad the crazy emotions arent so strong now, haha.

well, im off to think about the many things that has been threatening to burst out of the box i have imprisoned them in for quite a while.

have a goodnight everyone :)

almost lovers always do. cause its a dead end from here.

2011-12-28T16:17:00.002+08:00

waiting for misfits to load so im blogging now :D hahaha
im thinking of changing the blogskin again , cause its like error in IE.
plus, the quotes are from mistletoe, and christmas is over! :D
although i doubt its any difference for me cause i practically listen to christmas songs all year round, haha

anw, christmas is over which means my job at AMK hub is over too :D
its feels good to have the freedom after 17 days, although life seems a bit boring. hahaha
im turning into a lazy girl :(
guess i need to start reading again in hope of reducing the difficulty of GP next year since i can hardly write expository ( idk how to spell) essays.
but guess who is all words and no action? haha

idk why the magical prince's puppet voice keeps ringing in my ear whenever i read the words " who you are" argh. i think im going crazy soon :S hahahaha but i only watch his show 4 times :O

IM A CRANKY GIRL CAUSE THE CRAMPS IS PAIN :(

hahaha , okay, off to misfits, i shall change the blogskin later! hahaha

2011-11-08T15:16:00.003+08:00

im different, why?
cause im born in a situation and condition no one can comprehand.
it wasnt by choice.
i feel like i cant handle all these anymore ever since i realised it isnt the case for everyone.
why me? is there something wrong with me?
something wrong and abnormal, why does people just take me for granted?
even if i really am infallible, I need love too. I need to be cared for, to be appreciated. not to mention I'm not.
at the end of the day, I'm just 16.

2011-10-30T00:00:00.005+08:00

It's like no matter how fast I run, how hard I try, I still can't keep up. Should I give up then?

just leave me alone, why wont you leave me alone? I know im not good enough for anyone, please stop reminding me everyday. Just learn to shut up, dear brain.

2011-10-03T22:51:00.003+08:00

I'm disgusted by myself. Really. For reasons I can't even explain, that doesn't even make sense to myself.

I don't want things to return to the past anymore, I just want things to stay the way they are, I don't want it to worsen any further. Please, Its not a greedy wish, just stay this way. I won't wish for more. I don't want to lose two out of the three things I can be proud of in my life.

I need to brainwash myself like what I always do :) I can do it, I can.
It's okay, nothing last forever, even the bad times :)

2011-08-19T19:51:00.002+08:00

I had a good time today :) haha, after CG that is. Though killer heels and stomachache probably isn't a very good combo, ESP if your balance sucks. Haha. My legs are aching, and my killer heels are not even killer killer heels, haha. Just one that is spoilt, causing me to walk barefooted home . Virgin experience okay, walking home barefooted . I realised roads are hot and cement is colddddd. Yeouch.
Haha, there was this auntie who exclaimed loudly "oh my, where is her shoe" it was sooooo loud, then I dangled my shoe in front of her :D yay, haha.

Lunch at kfc probably isn't that fun! I had a budget lunch of only whipped potato! Haha, but it's extremely nice :) remind me of zoo times tooooo! Haha. Met bimbo and zhanhong and gang there alsooooo. So we got a place, thanks eh ;) I know you will be reading this mr low! Haha. Thanks to dao Wei also uhhh :)

best was session at manpuku, I absolutely love my clique :) haha, they make me forget, help me forget :) even if it's just at that moment :)
but we're soooo noisy! Haha, as always :) I love my cliqueeeeeeeee!

Although there still somethings..
Haha, yeah.

stop, step on breaks. You shouldn't, couldn't, wouldn't fall for him ! You know why, ESP after today that you saw for yourself. I won't, won't won't won't won't won't won't won't. I won't. I don't like anyone :) I only like myself, yeah that's true. Cause at the end of the day, all this is insignificant, cause you have bigger problems. Always remember. Don't forget, you won't be the helpless hopeless girl three years ago. You've promised yourself, that won't ever happen again. Remember!

I feel like I'm convincing myself. :) but it will work, it always does. Haha

2011-08-11T17:35:00.002+08:00

i feel terrible. seriouslyyyy.
silly girl, look at what you got yourself into.
so many thoughts, crossing in my mind. i think im losing it. seriously -.-
i need some place to expel, i really do..

okay nevermind ~
ive turned on my flight mode, haha.
told my clique the thing closest to the reason.
im just running, like the coward i am. at least let me feel at peace at home right? :)
or maybe i dont even know myself. but im so glad my clique understands me. love you guys huh!
honestly, there isnt really any reason. i just find everything pointless. i just want to do it, cause i cant just see everything continue like this.
so dont be alarmed if you cant contact me :)

PS: you can still reach me via whatsapp :)
orrrrr, twitterrrrrr :D

okay, i feel like im talking to myself like a lunatic. my blogs always so quiet :x wonder if anyone still reads it. :)
i feel like such a negative personnnnnn, WHY HAVE I BECOME LIKE THIS :(

I HATE MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF

wheew, feel so much better letting it out.
k, byee :)

love,
Abigail

2011-08-10T19:49:00.002+08:00

I'm back from genting!!!!
Haha, ordinary trip. Didn't do much. Guess that happens when you visit a place 2/3 times a year!
But I loved the air and serenity so I was kind of reluctant to come back home. But all good things come to an end, so I'm back in my sunny homeland!

Happy 46th birthday Singapore , belated of course :/

I'm supposed to be studying physics ! But I ain't doing so! Evidently..

I really can't take it anymore, all this cooped up emotions since July. But I just can't find a release. Thought the genting trip would help but it didn't :/
why don't you stop pretending that you care, so that I can stop pretending that I don't?
I need to release everything, I really do.

Argh! On the bright side, I've bought my dress for cousin yan's wedding! :D

Byee!

2011-07-26T20:31:00.003+08:00

And stop because you know where everything leads to.

you know you should stop before you just dive in

i feel like im in a dream somehow, prelim is coming straight for us - the coming wednesday. ohmy, i did not even realised. its time to wake up and really start studying. you really think you still have a lot of time, to polish all your subjects? wake up abigail, its really time to do so.

compo or sleep?

decided. i shall brainstorm idea then go to bed. doesnt sound that bad right?

AND OMG ENGLISH RESEARCH IS OMG.

okayyyy, byeee :)

2011-07-19T16:47:00.002+08:00

There's always two sides to the coin,

and as you stare at one side, why dont you try flipping the coin?
haha , easier said than done. how hard it is to stay rational and logical when something happens,
so many feelings ran past me today, haha.
but either way i felt like everything was my fault. somehow it is, haha.
silly me, why did i ever thought it would work?
i never expected that it would bite me at my butt, after one big round.
and silly me, what second chances. i should have just stuck with my rule of not giving anyone second chances. stupid stupid stupid. haha

okay, im done ranting, :) it is bad that i feel so at peace?

Abigail

DON'T YOU WORRY YOUR PRETTY LITTLE MIND, CAUSE PEOPLE THROW ROCKS AT THINGS THAT SHINE ;

2011-07-06T22:15:00.003+08:00

& they'll judge it like they know about me and you ,

I swear I'm in love with Taylor swift!
Haha, so inspiring!

Having flashback from the past, haha.
Haha, funny thing isn't it? I was the one left first, who gave it up. :x
I guess it's too late for regrets, haha. So might as well live happily on. I'm happy now, cause I love my friends <3
ESP, my clique! (Y) haha, and a certain SM.

I'm happy recently, no idea why. But still slacking off! Endoscopy is done, I'm fine except for infection! The needle is big manz. Omg!
But it isn't that painful, luckily!
Alright , off to homework! Byee!

2011-06-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so tired now. Ohmy, and the preparation for the war hasn't even started. Must really take a break!
I was just informed I'm going overseas this Sunday, adults. Always think that I don't have my own plan. Luckily I found out. Have to clear homework first then. Then break. And it's sprinting all the way. I'm still slacking off. Haha. Wonder why I'm not a little anxious!

Had my check up at changi earlier. Apparently i have nothing to worry about. I'm not going to die yet :/ haha. Going for scope this coming tuesday. Gonna have to miss school even thought it's at 7.30 apparently cause I will be sedated (?) thankfully it's only one day and I will be fine :)

Starting to take up an interest in study now. Thankfully. No more playing, it's time to rein in that playful girl.

Haha, I really hate guys who avoid the girl in school cause he has a crush on her but ends up talking to her online or SMS. I swear it's so annoying!!! Please.stop.doing.that. You are making things more awkward then what it should be. Argh.

Okay, I literally released all my negative energy here. Off to a good rest and school again :) yay me!

Bye world!!

2011-06-02T22:09:00.001+08:00

Holding On, Staying Strong.
i will get past this, something just wrong with me. its the stress. once its over the normal me will come back. i just need some air, some air.

2011-05-20T18:48:00.003+08:00

Depressed. im very depressed.

moving to some far away place to vent.
let's see who cares enough to decipher shall we?

byebye :)

xxxxbxxx-xxx.bs.com

its not that hard honestly.

Tell them how the crowds went wild, tell them how i shine.

2011-04-27T14:51:00.003+08:00

You held your head like a hero,

Nomination day today :) i've officially passed on the work load to my dear juniors. :)
so im a happy girl. one last ordeal, one last ordeal and it will be over. all the pretending, all the forcing, all the unhappiness. i cant wait. I AM OFFICIALLY STEPPING DOWN SOON :D

& im in ♥ with the song long live.
haha , its such an awesome song, with princess-y feeling to it :)

alright, off to bathe and get ready for the polyclinic. :) byebye
im an emo girl ): go alone ! anyone want to go with me ? :/
i hope they find something really wrong with me and i die or something ._.
hahahaha, okay , fat chance. im such a healthy girl!

on a random note,
work is going to end!! :): again! its actually kind fun ( while i complain alot alot alot) with the two adults. they teach me really interesting things. & i learnt im still innocent and a kid ( im not being bhb, seriously i am a kid compared to them!) , no matter how mature i seem to be. while i do look old ( according to sherman) ._.
Endric is funny. haha. and very knowledgeable. and has an interesting diet ._. with interesting food recommendation. Laughs~
i will actually be sad when work ends ): but totally glad for the pay :D
not to mention this is probably the last project i will have until the end of Os.
or maybe if its a one off event..... who knows right? :)
i shall remain hopeful! *downloading of hope in process*

haha , alrighty. off the random note and back to saying goodbye. goodbye world :)
MID YEAR IS COMING. ALL THE BEST EVERYONE. :) EAT MORE APPLES. IT MAKES YOU SMARTER :)

♥,
Abigail

All the kingdom's light shine, just for me & you;

2011-04-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today was enjoyable, lunch with zhan hong is extremely entertaining. As annoying as he is, sometimes, I wonder how life would be without him in the class to provide us with laughter :) I'm glad for his existance in my class & my life.
Still he refuse to believe me! Haha. It was entertaining still!

Birthday, firstly happy belated birthdate to my beloved niece. Aunty loves you dear girl :) haven't seen her yet, due to reasons but I'm sure it's just a matter of time. I'm sure she'll be beautiful. After all, my cousins are really beautiful, and handsome! And I heard she looks like cousin Rick, who is extremely handsome. So beautiful Alessandra(?) aunty can't wait to see you :)

Next, thank you everyone for the presents! I love everything!! :)
& a big thank you to my clique!! Thanks for preparing the present although it was a busy period! :) I love all of you to the max! Best friends ever! :) & I love the book :)

haha :) just wanted to post. Feeling so :): now. With the step down, it's sad how my cca didn't bond ): I'm didn't do enough for the cca. Seeing how everybody is sad to leave their cca, and I'm feeling nothing, it makes me feel sad cause there ain't any bonds made. :/ on the other hand, can't wait to step down! :) bye people!

Abigail

2011-04-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

Meet my kids, they're a day from being three year olds :) haha, its amazing how times flies.
how people change, how i've changed. :') i feel so touched that i've grown up! haha, i hope that i'll be able to earn money soon. starting small i guess.

Work is extremely boring. NOTHING TO DO :/ basically stoned for 2 to 3 hours with Sherman. Basket. sad there and talked nonsense. looking at people's attire and all. still, the perks of working with a 26 year old: learning new things :D

i just thought i should leave a post before turning 16 :)
im excited! esp for my dear niece :) HEEHEE. SO EXCITED OHMYGOSHOHMYGOSH.

okay, samsui woman time >.>
bye!

Abigail

forcing laughter, faking smiles

2011-03-31T15:40:00.002+08:00

& it was enchanting to meet you,

e-learning, let's say i officially hate it. while im glad to have the day off, im on to physics now, my last subject. i think. not to forget my physics wb, chem ws ( four of them) and amaths. omg, more work then normal day >.> this week is specially tiring, i have no idea why. mid year is fast approaching, what a depressing thought. this week is passing too slowly for my liking. seriously. next week is SPA again. not to forget napfa . wtheck. i hate it. im seriously so irritated. not to forget after the second SPA comes the skill 3 which sucks even more. i hate skill 3 ARGH. cant master it. well, off to physics. need to speed up. I HAVE SORTED OUT ALL MY CHEM NOTES BTW. :D :D :D & stop judging me. do yourself and everyone a favor and shut your gap tyvm. bye :)

Horrified looks from everyone in the room, but I'm only looking at you ;

2011-03-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

Today was nice :) visited uncle jimmy's new abode. Temporary one anyway. It's rather nice and homey, but a stark contrast to the previous one. Still, both are nice! Heh. Today was rather eventful, well, not really. It's just that my emotions was kinda screwed up. I didn't even do any work. Slacked all the way :x and I remembered there's a biology test this coming Monday. Isn't that awesome? :)

since when did making the right decision become so hard? Wasn't I always able to keep my emotions in check? What happened to the Abigail that didn't show emotions? I'm tired, of everything. So screwed. How did everything end up this way? My beautiful life just makes me want to run away now, for one reason or another. No, correction, it's not that I want to run away. It's people wanting to leave my life cause of reasons. Well, I'm pretty sure it ain't me they're trying to leave. Still, I always took for granted they'll be here. It's hard to imagine. And, there's a thousand fears. And the more I think about it, the more scared I become. Yet I know that making them stay might not be good. Either way, I don't like. And it's hard to convince either parts of myself. It's not my choice, that's for sure. Yet, I can't stop this overpowering feeling. Please don't ask, I really don't want to talk about this. I will tell you if I want to talk about it anyway.

Right? Wrong?
Time. For the first time in my life, I actually feel like time is running out. But I can't do nothing. Just standing there and looking at everything. Screw this. I hate not being able to do anything. How my greatest fear is approaching me, and I can't run away. Time is running out. Although I pray not. It's not the end of the world. Abigail, you know it's not. You just need to convince yourself. At least they're healthy :)
and I thought my nightmare this morning was scary. At least it was just a dream. This is reality.

Sorry for being emo. I just needed to let everything out. I'm probably just over reacting right? Yeah. Over reacting.

Bye world :) nights.

& im not enough to make you stay,

2011-03-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

& its about the way we view life,

well these few days have been eventful.
suis-je si insignifiante? dans la mesure où personne ne dérange même faire attention?
im back from genting. i have to say it was a scary trip. while it is fun and filled with shopping ( certainly made up all the shopping missed last trip, esp the tank tops!! i wanted to buy so many, but seems like a waste of money. :/)
cause toujours toujours, il me semble entendre les problèmes des autres. mais je ne peux me résoudre à partager mes sentiments
there was this crazy uncle that followed me & valerie.
mais personne ne peut voir à travers ma façade. Et son i pas comme peut blâmer personne, mais parce que je me suis construit ces murs.
well, it seemed like it. it was really quite scary. hopefully it was just a false alarm.
mais ils refusent de descendre. Que puis-je faire? personne ne contribue, cause personne ne le remarque.
overall , i had a good time with cousins, though it was just four of us little ones.
quoi que je fasse, c'est toujours de ma faute, personne ne pourra jamais voir mes forces, que mes défauts
& i watched a magic show as a vip :D so cool!
Suis-je vraiment que imparfait? qu'il n'ya pas de force et autres i na pas aider du tout? i cause voulons changer cette
pourquoi on ne peut pas voir que Im essayant de mon mieux?
after coming back, well. started going to school.
Je ne suis pas heureux, pas content du tout. personne ne peux pas voir à travers cela. je ne suis pas heureux, à la maison ou ailleurs
oral consultation with ms chong was actually really helpful. i feel motivated to work hard for oral and own it :D
l'oublier, tous ceux que je ne peux pas blâmer si i cant ouvrir moi-même. n'est ce pas juste.
haha , jiayous abigail :D
J'ai besoin de quelqu'un pour me conduire très loin, loin des endroits horribles, où je peux être en paix juste pour un peu de temps.

haha, i need a little heaven.
ohwell, bye people .
Abigail

& im motivated,

2011-03-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

im motivated. :) for Os.
I promised mrs lim i'll get A1. Somehow, it really motivates me! Abigail, let's do it. Polish all your subjects, and score A1s! :)
Somehow, im really worried for my sciences. Its dropping, and im losing my standard of last year. If i cant keep my sciences & maths up. What are the chances i'll polish my humans & languages. I need to pass higher chinese, and ace everything else. Impossible. Yeah, i know. Esp for me. But i choose to believe i can do it. It starts with the mindset. Its the satisfaction after completing a challenging paper & aceing it. :)

Suddenly, common test doesnt seem as easy. Mixed feelings towards that. I wont score well, thats for sure. But i like hard papers cause they prepare me for the final battle. Well, except for emaths , that is. That was an easy paper, but i didnt do well for it, cause i missed out the last question ): 8 marks. Surprisingly, im not upset. I think i've finally understood, thats its understanding the concept that's important. Not the marks. :) i know im able to handle the question, so yeah. :) Yep. Olevels is the one that matters ultimately.

March Hols are coming, last paper's tomorrow. So is the last day of Term 1. This term seemed awfully long, perhaps its my anticipation for April at work. Im really looking forward to the arrival of my dear niece. :) its soon! My march hols are already booked up. :) & im gonna revise a little bio. I need to stablise it before proceeding to my geog & social studies. I believe that it isnt that hard as long as im willing to listen in class, and study. I promise to stop slacking in these classes. :)

amath's tomorrow. Differentiation. I should be able to handle it. Provided i dont panic & dont be careless. :) i always have the tendency to panic for amath examinations. Weird, right?

Os , watch out. I will defeat you in November. I'll pass with flying colours.

Im currently waiting for the arrival of my phone. :)

March Hols, March Hols. Please slow down. Dont fly past me. Genting trip! :) im looking forward to it. Hopefully, it'll be great. I could catch up on all the shopping i missed last trip! Its my last actually holiday that i could enjoy. &band hero. :) plus catching up with friends. :) hahaha. Gotta remember to ask Desmond. Haha.

OHOH! My phone is hereeeee ! :) the delivery person is so cute. Talking to the visa machine cause it refuses to connect. (Y) IM SO HAPPPPPYYYY.

&& i passed my chinese :D
Haha, ohkay. Byebye. Im off. :)

2011-03-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

I like reading six billion secrets , it opens my eyes to so many things and teach me to look past many things.
Most importantly , it allows me to look at things from different point of views. & some depict my feelings so well. :)

2011-03-01T16:25:00.002+08:00

I'm upset , and disappointed :/
I really don't undertand. He's so young , and it's such a small issue. Is there really such a need ? Seriously ?
Even if there is, must you lecture him again and again ? He's much more sensitve than he looks, me as a kid can see. Why can't you ? I'm so disappointed , so upset. You've no idea how heart wrenching is it for me. :/

I don't wanna complain anymore. I just feel so disappointed.

Abigail

2011-02-20T01:19:00.002+08:00

I need to rant. Stupid people

cute equals to got boyf meh? Stupid or what? -.-
argh, I'm so irritated by the way some guys treat girls. Seriously -.-

Irritated irritated. Argh

okay i'm done complaining . Biomedical was awesome :)
I love the file omg! (Y) leather seh. And authentic somemore. Haha awesome shit. :)

But today was an embarrassing day :/ aye. Those who know don't tell people ohkay. I shy seh.
Haha, those interested ask me or something :B haha :$ preferably don't :B ps max.

Byebye
love,
Abigail

2011-02-05T15:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

this chinese new year was different, all our traditions broken.
no midnight trips, no more endless black jack, lesser people.
time waits for no one,
look at how much it has changed. i miss the old times :(
there's positive things though :)
the addition of colby, the addition of cousin steph, and the coming of alexsandra (?) im not sure if i spelt correctly, but thats that main idea.
i cant wait :)

i guess life is fair, we gain and we lose. there's never a perfect moment and we'll always wish we could combine things from the past and present.

my feelings so complex right now, idk whats going on in my mind. :) but i know ilove my friend and family :)
im gonna get my stomach checked out. idk, it seems to be acting out more often. perhaps im scaring myself, but its really too random and weird alr. better safe then sorry , yes? :)
but there's just this little little thought, little selfish thought ..

plurk's having more and more random people. doesnt seem safe anymore. hahas

well, byebye :)

Love,
Abigail

2011-01-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

You shouldnt have told me all the shit, if you didnt mean it.

cause i hate people who say things they dont mean.

& these few days were complicated.

omg. im starting to hate life. im gonna find my passion for life back.

idk whats wrong sia, everyday just feels like a drag.

its alright , everything will pass.

did i mention i hearts my awesome friends ! budget & deco was fun with them (Y)

i've a craving for hotcakes.

& this world functions in a weird way :S
& im feeling so .. argh.
maybe i should learn to open up, maybe i should learn to express my feelings.

i'll start slow i guess (:

& you know what , i think i found out why , although i cant express it in words. and yeah , i knew why i did so. and i believe it was right. whatever you choose to believe , yeah thats up to you. im sorry to say i wont hold back any of the memories (: so its up to you.

Love,

Abigail

2010-12-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

moving on, to the next phrase of life.

im feeling hopeful, though no idea why. :) still , im sooooooo worried for the camp x.x

well , my dear readers, im off to the planning. and omg score cards -.-

Lots of Love,
Abigail

2010-12-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

belated, but..

yeo ah ting has gone hong kong :/ byebye, stupid idol ! We're gonna miss you ! Take care and have fun! Kaisi koh! You alsoooooooo! Missing you too uhhhhh :/

Had a fun time sending them off, and heading out with the others O: ivy, felicia & kit yee. didnt do any work in the end though -.- laughs , so expected !

Spent today @ xueyin's house. Slacked. Im gonna gain weight. Omg :/ laugh , and visited colby later on, well, he looks scary, but is cute ttm :O hahahas.

My holiday has just started O: and geraldine and so many other is reminding me that its ending. I havent even started on my homework. Oh gosh,

Hmm , this post is actually long.
Looking forward to the family BBQ tomorrow, that'll be so fun ! Hahahas, need to catch up with cousins soon! I just realised we're all growing up with an amazing speed. Not a good thing at all. :( just look, cousin rick is alr married. Im sure the rest will follow soon enough. thats one thing im looking forward to O:

Ohwell, im off to ponder again. Just slightly thinking makes me upset. What do i want ? Whats wrong with me ? Argh , i really should stop creating trouble. Why cant i just stay normal and behave peacefully. Whats wrong with me? Omg. Abigail, 别唯恐天下不乱. Such a approriate (?) phrase now, isnt it? Stop it abigail. Omg.

Well, and i apologise for not having a picture this post. Using my phone. Its really difficult, cause im typing without being able to see the text -.- hahahas, now then, bye world ! :)

Love,
Abigail

2010-11-29T15:01:00.003+08:00

i cant believe my cousin's married

there's a new addition to our family now, an official one. hahahas, im so glad for the new couple,

the wedding was beautiful , i hope next year's prom will be white doves, hahahas , the theme.

and my cousin's still disturbing people at his own wedding, laughs.

he's like a kid trapped in a 27 years old man's body. but thats what we all love him for.

i wish them every happiness. :D

im looking forward to genting. :)

& friday was fun (Y)

we should go out again sooooonnn ,

with ivy this time , go airport tie hair again x)

well , bye all :)

off to proposal again :/

Abigail

2010-11-21T02:36:00.002+08:00

the world is so amazing,

okay , im so dreadfully tired , mentally. -.-
im so worried >:/ really really worried. hais ,
not only for my dear cca camp which is gonna fail horribly , but also for the sec 1 camp proposal. i really need to be working, but i need a break from it >:) or else you gonna find me in a coffinnnnnnn. worse , i have no idea how to start the sec 1 camp proposal , since they want new games and are currently contacting the vendors. i better contact the other main comms tomorrow. i hope i remember. there's just so much on my mind now. :/ i need to sleep , but im probably too worried now. okay, im off to calm myself down. i need to ask for leader's seminar also. gosh. O:

bye world :)

Lots of love, abigail

2010-05-01T00:02:00.001+08:00

i'm like super tired now ,
last day to use computer , cant bear to sleep.

i'm gonna start working hard for MYE ,
so yeah , i'm gonna disappear :D

All the best for MYE alright lovely !
wish me luck too , certainly gonna need it !
ohwell , byebye lovely , off for my beauty ( :x ) sleep , heh !

byebye ,
love ,
Abigail

2010-04-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

there's something weird about my cca's Hierarchy
like seriously ._.

argh , life's such a drag recently ,

love ,
Abigail

2010-04-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

i should most probably go get a life ,
my life is utterly boring .

something wrong with my notebook's battery , screwed up ,
i charged 1and a half hour still 0% -.-
nice eh ?

woke up in the morning for LTC dept meeting ,hahahas
a sub-com one
supposingly start at 9 , hahahas
ended up starting at 10 plus
cause we were all eating , hahahas
went to cs and did RAM ,
cause of internet ,
heh
had fun :D
ended at 12 plus ,
decided to have lunch
then bryan gave me his bag :D
containing his laptop , charger & wallet !
HEH , all in exchange for my doggie pencil case
after i treated him to lunch :D cause its my wallet already :D
heh
but after that i was a kind soul
so i gave him a free laptop , charger and a wallet .
HEH ! i'm such a kind soul , LOL
i'm so talking rubbish now -.-
after that had lunch & saw kenneth , heh
well , the others saw , and called him ,
heh !
then i turn :D hehehehes
and talk talk a while :D
then went home
skip skip
i finally finished my hi my sweetheart <3
cry like idk what ._.
its damn funny

hahahas ,
okay i took real long to write this o.o
like seriously ;x
hahahas
anw , byebye

lots of love ,
abigail :D

2010-04-17T19:39:00.007+08:00

I'm officially Fifteen ,

thanks for the wonderful day !

& Happy Birthday Diyana & Ms Luar ,

they have the same birthday as me :D

haziah & nicole sang a birthday song for me ♥

hahahas , was totally surprised , totally didn't expected it

& i guess it was kinda loud.

after that was all the lessons , i couldnt concentrate the whole day !

that includes during bio lessons :/

did sing a happy birthday for Ms Luar though :D

luckily maths didn't teach anything, if not i'm so screwed :D

chiong Bonding Day planning during lunch break ,

cause mr low wants to see me after bio remedial ,

had bio remedial , saw the disgusting videos , woke everybody up ,

should've shown them at the start of the lesson, hahahas

then packed ,

CaiShan , Felicia , Ivy , Kit Yee , Jennifer , SiHui sang happy birthday & gave me my 'birthday cake + candles' which is two muffins & pocky for candles :D

they sang real loud too ! ♥

then they went off , for chinese creative writing class , etc. hahahas

continued to pack and headed to find mr low to confirm bonding day ,

brought my cake up & down , almost dropped it x: luckily i didn't !

after that got Alicia to look after my cake & went to look for mr low .

i'm surprised he accepted my quality of work sia ._.

i though it was horrible cause i only took half an hour -.-

but its okay , i've edited it and rewrote everything , took me one hour :x

which i did during recess & phyics on 160410

then back & home ,

packed & washed up ,

went to eat Swensen for dinner :D

i'm going fatter soon !

home , did Bio MCQ and slept.

enjoyed my big day , thanks yeah !

for the cards , gifts & wishes .

Love die all of you alright :D

A blink of an eye , i'm fifteen.

i can hardly say i'm more mature ,

in fact , i'm more immature.

laughs , but i guess thats me.

i'm sorry everyone in my life have to bear with me,

i know i'm super noisy & irritating :x

did i mention i hate growing up although i love my birthdays ?

all the resposibilities now , so scary

not to mention my acadamic is dropping like shit :x

buck up abigail , its time to stop slacking

kick away the E8 , its time to work hard for chinese

dont forget the chinese Olevels are at the end of this year (!)

and dont forget there's many things to be done now that you're Secondary 3

all the resposibilities make me feel like running away screaming ..

hahahas

well then , byebye

(!) i love rainbows , they're so cheery .

I hope i can paint them in people lives often,

now that i'm older :D

& i hope life will get better for you , cause you deserve better !

Lots of Love ,

Abigail

2010-04-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

aloha readers ,

havent been blogging for really long le eh ..

i've touched the actual BEIJING OLYMPICS TORCH :D
isn't that totally awesome ?
the actual one eh :D
havent fill up the ws from the learning journey though ,
might not be filling it up , the main point is the booth anw ,
and i've saw it :D
i love model A though ,
airy (:
nevermind , i'm blabbering off to myself :D
ignore this :D

btw , i passed my napfa eh :D
a total surprise , i seriously thought i was going to fail ._.
i know its kinda stupid , but i'm super glad i pass (:

i'm going to watch hi my sweetheart now ,
byebye lovelys :D

Lots of Love ,
Abigail

2010-03-28T20:10:00.003+08:00

Always get your facts right before shooting your mouth off about somebody's mistake ,
cause it freaking irritating when what you said isn't true .

wanted to update for two days but got distracted with all the workload ,
sorry for that :x

yesterday was flagday ,
i realised some people are really idiots !
but well , we did meet interesting & kind-hearted people :D
totally tired out , practically worked from 9.30 to 4.50 :/
but it was great fun and really quite worth it :D
at least now i know all you have to do is ask and most people will donate :D
also met ben's father , a great kind soul! Ohmy ,
seriously he was really nice and friendly
hahahas

slept for real long today !
was lovely ! totally tired out from yesterday ..
my leg was aching like what ._.
i know its weak -.-
ohwells ,
byebye lovelys !

just a random thought ,
(!) i feel like eating donuts :D

& i saw mrs yap today at food junction , laughs :D
though i didn't call her :x

ohwell , byebye :D

ABIGAIL ,

2010-03-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

i found my long lost file :D
hahahas
my files was missing for two weeks ! totally sadded :/
thankfully jiu jiu found it :D
the virus was naughty , hid my files (:
but i'm just glad it didn't delete it :D
jiu jiu say it isn't that naughty after all :D
i have to agree , if everything is lost , i can go and bang wall le
ohwell , the virus is nice afterall
everything is cleared of virus , well almost :D
i just have to reformat my memory card :D
i'm really happy because of this okay :D
i know its a stupid reason and all , but :D

my hard-drive is lovely , 320 GB :D totally loved :D
only down side is have to plug in , but thats okay ! hahahas
i still love the super duper big space :D
laughs , still quite empty though !
its alright :D
slowly slowly bah :D

woke up late today ,
rainy days are simply lovely yeah ?
ilovethem ! hahahas
had brunch at KFC ,
finally ! hahahas
skip skip :D
geraldine is learning the same things as me :O
sorta ?
hahahas
i'm so stupid ! ._.
but ohwell..
dinner was tomyum
._. i think tomorrow also le .
sadly ._.
ohwell ~
maybe not sadly ?
hahahas , idk /
xiaojiu , and family came :D
hahahas , ate and went home :O
sorta ?

laughs , okay , end here :D
byebye :D

2010-03-17T22:16:00.003+08:00

i just hit my legs , damn pain X:

went malaysia with aunt diana earlier ,
real great :D
i bought a new mr bump shirt eh :D
& i love it :D
i think i'm gonna build up my collection of mr bumps :D

i like doing nothing ,
this holiday is coming to an end already
i'm really screwed once school starts
kind of dreading it ..
i can't even find the frames ,
plus idk when the cca is :O
i hope i'm right about it being tomorrow
cause i'm dead should it be today
i think i'll end up forfeiting all my points cause i keep skipping cca luh :/
but i didn't do it purpose -.-
shits ..
plus , i realised there's a lot of things coming my way
i'm just glad i've got the exact 'lecture' or whatever that is for the YOG day camp as eddie
at least he can listen when my brain is breaking down :D
okay
byebye people
i'm off to ace-learning :D

byebye
ABIGAIL

2010-03-15T22:29:00.001+08:00

i have a new notebook :D
& i'm blogging with it now :D
whahahas
i <3 it man .

off to sleep now precious
byebye :D

ABIGAIL :}

2010-03-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

Meet me tonight by the moonlight ,
Meet me tonight all alone ..

idk why am i starting with this cheer ,
i guess its because i heard shuya singing this today :D

common test over
and i got a marvellous, out of the world result for my chinese
do you want to guess how much i got upon 70 ?
hahahas ,
i got a beautiful 25 , nice right ?
what a pretty number -.-

ohwell , i'm damn distracted , so i'll stop yeahs

my ICs for LTC is damn cute :D and so are my dept-mates :D hahahas
i'm gonna enjoy this :D

byebye people :D

ABIGAIL :D

2010-03-05T18:01:00.005+08:00

okay , after this post , remind me that life is full of sunshine ,
i really don't want to be complaining every single post i post up
and about similar things too :/
but i can't help it , its bottled up and i need to let it out

still , life is pretty when people do care , so
THANKS ZHANHONG , YITING , EDDIE , YAO SEN , CHAO DONG
idk if you will see this ,
but know what , i really appreciate your concerns
esp ZhanHong , since you weren't present but still asked about me (:
and YiTing , for listening to me rant on and on :D
actually i didn't mean to cry , believe me , and certainly not in front of people .
i just can't take it anymore ..
still yeahs ,
ps : LCD , sorry :X didn't mean it .. hahahas , it just happened you were in front so ..
still , i ♥ you guys okay ! :D
and thanks zijian for the help today ♥

do note that this is really what i feel and i'm not trying to be dramatic or whatever you think i'm trying to be -.-

i've learnt alot of things today , with all the reflecting (:
firstly , the people i always faked happy for , they won't give a DAMN even if i don't pretend
so i was super STUPID to pretend to be happy thinking they might be worried
yeah , i know , i'm stupid , whatever
i have to admit to myself ,
even though trying hard ,
it didn't work , and i've enough on my hands ,
idk if you felt it or not , but well now
i no longer wish to care
and somemore ,
everything's just crap .
staying up just to listen to you rant and all ,
always giving you hints to solve problems ,
actually helping you to solve problems
always going with you to places ,
ohyeah, its NOTHING
when you have others , you DON'T need to give a damn about me
i'm sad doesn't matter , i'm upset doesn't matter one ,
only other's matters ,
whether i want to go a not also nevermind ,
doesn't matter , you hungry mah
can't even wait , i'm not worth it
cause everything that matters is when you are all together
ohwell , its okay , from now on , you can carry on in your group ,
i'll just be close with those that want to be close to me from your group .

secondly ,
no matter how much effort you put in ,
some people just won't see it
biased mean biased ,
have abilities also no use -.-
still , i make it known , i don't give a damn about the vp position ,
i don't mind quitting ,
i'm helping you only because you're my friend
but you better don't take too much advantage ,
idc if you got protection for cca
cause life isn't only about cca
there's still the council .

enough is enough ,
the bio practical is waiting for me , byebye people
trust me , i've no intention of hurting anyone .
you not happy , gimme a call . i'll gladly explain to you
& for the people who DO care , i know you do
and i super duper appreciate you guys ! ♥
bye people ,
ABIGAIL

2010-03-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

Run A Good Race ,
cause that's what i should do , that's what i'll do

been real busy lately ,
however , i seem more hardworking , so thats the good thing :D

i don't understand why the hell am i collecting the ICAS thingy to pass to Pearl .
seriously , why can't they just pass to her yourself lah ,
SHE WON'T EAT YOU UP .
mr low already said to pass the ICAS form to Pearl .
Still have some joker pass up to danish .
then he give me -.-
so now i have the ICAS money with me -.-
i just hope that nobody pass the CCA tee money to me now -.-
i'll just mix them up lah .
then everything will be my fault again .
shitty bananas , i'm like a freaking secretary -.-

okay , i know i'm complaining and its irritating , but seriously ,
i'm damn irritated .
ESP when you give me money and don't answer me when i ask you wth is it -.-

i'm gonna to work hard , especially for my oh-so-beloved O-levels at the end of this year :D
hopefully , i'll do well :D
and chemistry , ohmy , i'm failing like nobody's business -.-
the concept ain't hard , the pharasing is .

Abigail Chong , work hard for your grade ,
an 8 isn't gonna drop from the sky out of nowhere specially for you !
yes , i'll work hard ,

ohwell , byebye people .
love , ABIGAIL

2010-02-26T19:18:00.002+08:00

my emoticons are all gone , my super lovely ones :/
my BANANAS !
and so are my lovely bookmarks , which means all my all-so-lovely blogskins which i spent hours to find
i suddenly feel like using a mac,
i realised mozilla is nice to use luh ,
but daddy told me not to use :x
but then again , i don't really listen to instructions ..
laughs ..

3A is not some super powered students who don't need to sleep.
honestly , the work load the teacher is giving us is inhuman lah
everybody is like damn stressed up ,
and seriously,
if you didn't pass to me the list ,
i CANNOT conjour up a list to give you !
do i look like a miracle worker to you ? seriously .
everything you don't have, just say its with me .
you're holding a higher position for god sake,
can't you be more seriously towards the admin stuffs ?

was having giddy spells in the morning ,
but now better le :)
i still talk funny though :/
i sound damn weird :X
so when mrs lim asked me question i started blabbering random words , lattice , giant lattice , crystal lattice .
i also don't know what am i talking >:

after recess was better , talked with the group ,
played truth & dare , :D
had fun daring :D
i had to pluck Ben's hair :X
but i can't pluck it , so i cut it instead (:
laughs

after school was hyper , idk why .
started playing with super childish things <:
like m&m chocolate bottles and pens :X
super super childish ley , but its fun lah
and whats wrong with being childish once in a while , hahahas
its a great way to de-stress :D laughs
but okay lah , i was really super lame and childish :x
i'm gonna buy m&m and keep the bottle :D
then start playing with it :D

well then , thats all ,
byebye
ABIGAIL
you couldn't see i wasn't comfortable ? you still did , wth is wrong with you ? one more time , i swear i'll ignore you , for real .

2010-02-23T09:13:00.002+08:00

Life is Pathetic ,

down sick , mc-ed :D

so i'm like using the oh-so-lovely laptop that has just came home .
xiaojiu fixed it , so i'm afraid to plug my retarded thumbdrive in for fear of loading the stupid virus into my lappy :D

my typing's really slow , is it because it has been real long since i've met my lappy ?
or is it my brain which is really fried like now >:

seriously -.- super duper slow >:

nevermind , ohwells , off to do work (:

i wonder if people will notice that i'm gone for the day .. hmms <:

ohwell , i do have lovely classmates so yeahs :D
byebye people :D

ABIGAIL

2010-02-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL :D
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY :D
AND OFC ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY LOH ! :D

its the fourteen of febuary 2010 ,

three clashes

firstly , CNY was great :D

although i look weird in a dress (:

i know alot of people can't believe i'm wearing a dress :D

so yeahs , the above pictures are prove :D sorta (:

okay , the look more like zilian photos -.-

nevermind :D

i think my day two outfit fits me better ,

but i can't decide between my coach bag or billabong wallet :/

or converse flats or D&C flats

plus , i will be broke by the end of CNY , so i better start skipping recess or something -.-

we'll see :D

but seriously , my luck is like OMG , for the afternoon , after weiquan left to bai nian (:

20 dollars plus , gone like super fast -.-

okay , i'll end things here :D

byebye lovelys :D

hahahas

ABIGAIL :D

2010-02-07T15:42:00.002+08:00

I signed in specially to link wifey :D
i bet she's honoured right ?
hahahas , sorry for the delay wifey :D

i'm supposed to be doing EL presentation now :C
distrated though ..
i bought new earpiece for my ipod anw :D
super super cute :D
but i'm not so sure about the "sound system" though :/
doesn't seems as impressive ..

okay , gtg (:
do le :D byebyes

cause you don't see it , so you think i didn't do it .
but i DID , i did , i did , i did :/

ABIGAIL

2010-02-01T19:58:00.003+08:00

i should have blogged days ago ,
but i didn't :X
even though zijian asked me to blog yesterday
hahahas
okay , now i'm blogging :D
cause previously really don't feel like
i guess its the side effect of chiong 9 SS blog posts :]
hahahas ,

today arrived at school started to space out , bored mah :/
hahahas , plus sleepy :/

then went down and teacher suddenly asked all her last year class de meet her :)
so met mslam , said some newspaper thingy coming to film / take photo or something like that .
meet her during assembly again :)

after that run off to rehersal (?) C:
actually now i still blur lah , i'm dead liao , since i'm the first -.-
so heng lah -.-
better check with them next monday :]
i'm irritating the others with questions i think , hahahas .
asks so many stupid questions :/
hahahas

after that rush go iphone lessons ,
idk why today keep rushing , like running late for everything like that ..
hahahas
ended up doing the speech :) still okay lah, not that bad :D
tons better than the stupid blogging thing :/
hahahas

after that was el , presentation .
i can't work with a school computer i realised , can't make a presentation with it :)

recess ,
conversation w. meiyee got me thinking loads :}
then physics, then maths :}
physics was actually okay , idk why i super hyper .
was laughing non-stop :x
ohgosh , disater lah , teacher right in front of me i still keep laughing ,
then he thought i don't understand what is he teaching :}
hahahas ,
maths , mslam come find , ivy , jess and me :D
we're supposed to be the ones interviewed :D
so when on with maths lessons.
my maths is horrible now lah , i've to start working hard already :D

after that had the photo-taking for the newspaper :D
i was the background for another group :D
they were the only group that was taken :) thats the good thing :D
hahahas
after that the three of us went for the interview.
i sat at the wrong place sia -.-
right in front of the person,
ended up talking first and most -.-
LOL.
ohwell , my chinese was like in pieces :/ hahahas
OMG , what happened to my oral skills mans x.x
then went for assembly
the whole school was scolded for like 5 mins ? i arrived just in time to be scolded -.-
then released :)
and went find mr latiff for physics :)
couldn't really concentrate , keep looking around :)
ohwell , at least i know how to convert now :) hahahas

went back , pack pack then went find mr eric low C:
met 3 sec 1 :D
the random guy i met at macs :D i realised he's from 1D ,
and he's name is benjamin :D
PLUS , he likes to disturb me by give me that saddist face with BIG staring eyes
LOL ,
then talk talk a while , they super funny lah , vivid imaginations -.-
helped them find a place to study and do hw ,
actually for them to talk nonsense -.- hahahas
they really talk super loads of nonsense luh , hahahas
brought them to 3A , but got people , so they sat at the chairs outside 3E instead :D
went off soon after,
mygosh , my JUNIORS are really super cute ! hahahas
Zachery was super funny , keep telling me that his birthday is on 21 feb :)
he's from PCS too :)
no wonder he looks familar :D
no, i wont give you my mrbump nor my tigger ! :P hahahas
if you want , i can send you their pictures instead :D on your birthday :D
so you print it out and stick it on you face :D hahahas
laughs , okay , my sec 1 juniors/friends are super super cute lah
hahahas

ohmy, this is a really long and detailed post ,
i'm supposed to be asleep already :)
still have meeting tomorrow morning :D
hahahas
byebye :D
doing ecareer now :D (!)

ABIGAIL ,

2010-01-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

hell , why am i so useless ,
gosh , seriously , why can't i just seem to do anything right ?
no matter how hard i try , how much effort i put in ,
i just can't get it right .
and this applies to everything i do .
be it Amaths , Emaths , Physics , Bio , Chem or sports
or even my behaviour.
and loads more.
argh, i'm super fed up with myself , my abilities .
why am i like that ?
tomorrow 2.4 ,
i don't feel like running .
and face ANOTHER thing i can't do well
why am i like that ,
so useless..

forget it , it doesn't matter anw

ABIGAIL

2010-01-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

eventful life recently ,
suddenly seems so busy ,
is it me that can't seems to balance things or what ?

nevermind , hahahas
my brain's screwed up bad recently ,
i called jinchang , jinhua, OMG ,
what the hell is wrong with me :/
and i screwed up my oral com bad ,
by saying publicise the secret .
how the hell do you publicise the freaking secret .
x.x
i think i can go and bang wall le lah
hahahas

QUACK QUACK QUACK :D
i'm super random recently also , :D
hahahas

anw , let's rewind a while :D
the sec 3 camp was great :D
ilovedieit lah :D
& i <3 my class :D
we're super enuthu :D
since its so long ago ,
i shall skip the details ,
but i miss kota tinggi :D
anw ,
cause the second day of camp i was feeling super moody .
so THANK , SIHUI AND JESSICA for noticing
& sorry jessica , lied to you that i was just tired ,
thanks sihui , though i didn't tell you why , you still cheered me up :D
oh and XINEE , though you don't know i sad ,
you lifted my mood,
so thanks loads lah , you three :D

so today was deco ,
sat there doing the birthday thing :/
i did a horrible job lah, LOL
ZIJIAN and yanshen came ( ps : see ? :D ) hahahas ,
yanshen went home earlier , which is good lah , since he sick :/
GET WELL SOON ! :D
so zijian sat near me and we talked :D
super funny lah ,

anw , i've decided .
this year ,
i'm gonna let everything restart ..
all the pointless waiting , for the past 1 year 22 days and 21 hours plus or minus :D
its officially over !
i won't waste my time waiting for something that won't happen anymore .
( don't ask me what )
no more excuse , no more " i'll do it tomorrow instead "
i'm gonna be a hardworking girl this year (:
hahahas ,

and zhenhong is very shuai :D
( :D ) hahahahas X:

okay , i'll end here :D
byebyes :D
ABIGAIL

2010-01-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

painting my house now :/
i don't like the smell :/

most probably gonna skip recess tomorrow ,
phyics , Amaths , Geog all not done
but maybe finding sho also though ..
hmms .. i wonder if i'll finish..

i did a wonderful job yesterday ..
had just enough of the A4 exercise book
then i backside itchy , gave two to yiting ,
laugh , now i don't have enough ,
have to go and buy
WONDERFUL job -.-
i thought i had 7 , and since i only need 5 so gave two to her
LOL :O

what happened to my brain recently ,
OMG x.x
its like super abnormal ,
i now talk like in pieces like that D:
nehmind ,
wake up !

明明知道，却想装作不知道。
装不知道时，又想问个明白。
但是明明知道了，还问来做什么?
see , isn't life ironic ? :/

aaah, idk what am i saying any more .
the chunk of chinese seems to make no sense :/
hahahas ,
oh well , okay
byebye :D

ABIGAIL :D

2010-01-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

I'm FIERCE !! :D

i'm back from camp :D
and off to camp the next week :D

maybe some other day then blog bah , see first :P

okay , off .
byebye ,
ABIGAIL

2010-01-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

LIFE's UNFAIR ,

and i'm an UPPER SEC STUDENT ALREADY :D
really hard to believe :D
and guess what , boys are wearing long pants :D

first day of school ,
boring :/

i almost fell asleep in physics and E maths class :/
super super sad ..
oh well ,
hahahas , i'll do better for chem tomorrow (:

get to spend time with the sec 1 tomorrow
but will have to skip lessons :/
i'm gonna have to work hard to keep up already

had a headache during physics lesson ,
therefore couldn't process the data .
didn't even finish copying the stupid things :/

assembly x.x
OMG
forget it lah ,

then ON "meeting"
wonderful word used .
shalln't elaborate :/

you know what , i should be off to complete my homework , i'll be a good girlie (:

you know what ,
i realised i'm always the one taking ,
never the one giving .
it like this ,
in sec 1 , sec 2 , and even now .

ohwell , i'll try to change (:
i promise :D

okay , byebye :D
ABIGAIL :D

2010-01-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

i'm a lousy and useless friend :/
my friends are feeling unhappy ,
yet i can't do anything to help them .
i'm sorry :/

anw , i was spending time alone at the swing at ahma house ,
cause i was waiting for mummy ,
when i realised ,
i'm so freaking old ! -.-
lao le lah , so sad :/
hahahas , the swing now feels super old already ,
its was our so many thing luh ,
our mrt , roller coaster , dining table , so many many ,
laughs , now we've all grown,
its our chit-chating place , card games place , etc .
we can't all squeeze into the swing already .
limited to about 5 to 6 only..
hahahas , but its okay ,
we're still us, and we're still a family :D
but , ohgosh , i miss my childhood !
and i ♥ the swing , it held many many memories for me :D

i've told a white lie today :(
well , shouldn't brood over it any longer ,
end my post here,
i should be asleep , cause you told me to :)
okay , and i'm tired ..

ABIGAIL :D

2010-01-01T20:15:00.004+08:00

A New Year , A New Beginning .

HAPPY NEW YEAR , EVERYBODY :)
and thanks for all the greetings ,
esp jennifer & zijian's
making the special efforts
cause of my " stubborn " phone (:

POOL-ed two days ago :D

uncle jimmy and aunt jeanie brought us to somewhere to pay pool :D
great fun , thanks for the night ,
i know you two spent a great deal of money for us .
basically , me , valerie , xueyin , gearldine , germaine played :D
aunt and uncle too also :D
super super fun , jio me go POOL people :D
ps : i look stupid in the solo picture :/
hahahas ,
after pool-ing went supper ,
at 10 plus o.o
hahahas,
had a phone call ,
aunt was saying at this time , surely is boy
laughs ,
after that in the car ,
valerie had a message
everybody was like "ORH HOR , AT THIS TIME SURE BOY DE . ORH HOR HOR "
super super funny , valerie was like speechless until she saw the message..
hahahas , cause it was a girl who sent.
after that went back and went to the room at 3and a half floor :D
super super noisy lah we . aunt said we are a market , and she annouced
"market going upstairs "
LOL , then as i was the first , i started announcing that the portable market is going up :D
set up the mattress etc . changed and started playing card games .
guess what , i'm allergic to cards in the afternoon , and i'm not in the night :D
laughs ,
okay , then started playing all the way to 5plus , 6 ..
mainly because my phone was charging x:
well, maybe not all the way ..
there was this thing :
so i was playing music with my phone , and its on shuffle , when the song tokoyo drift came on ..
then geraldine said its a horrible song , and everybody started laughing our ass off .
then i wanted to drink water , but they kept laughing , so i laughed too .. can't drink then
then when we stopped , i tried drinking the water but for some unknown reason, i started laughing again . then rolled on the matress and kept laughing , like some crazy woman like that . laughed super super long , like super super ridiculous lah . hahahas
then finally drank our water ,
well , that was stupid , but made us super enegertic (idk how to spell X:)
i was the first one to fell asleep . but its only because they said they wanted to sleep le then i closed my eyes .
cheat my feelings . hahahas
oh , and guess what , i heard many many rooster's call at 5.30 am :D
woke up the next day early , by some drilling sound ,
decided to ignore and continued sleeping .
so i slept till 11plus, woke up to aunt diana , gerlynn/germaine (one of them ) and adam inside the room
was like shocked .
laughs :D
so woke up ,
and ate , then brought gerlynn and germaine to cc ,
ate ice cream :D
originally was to LJS , but no parking ..
gerlynn was being super super random and cute ,
suddenly rest on my laps . hahahas
then went home , and well , thats practically all :D for a more detailed one , and more pictures , go xueyin's :D

okay ,
HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN EVERYONE :D

love ,
ABIGAIL

2009-12-29T21:57:00.003+08:00

SUPERB PHOTOS ,
omg , i'm so gonna study them when i have the time .
someday , i'm gonna take picture as nice as those ! :D

hahahas , okay :D

byes :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

i'm so pissed off with everything ,
enough is enough ,

2009-12-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling super tired and sick now :/
shitty bananas :/

went for ON meeting ,
somehow couldn't process the briefing , so yeahs , i'm dead .
then went to buy stuffs (:
saw mummy , aunt and uncle . CO.
and jennifer and jasmin , :D

then went back , cleaned up as the banner is done .
then mass dance , and went home
took 293 as i was too tired to changed bus , didn't want to wait ..
eddie pei-ed me after that ,
i was like super super cold throughout the day lah -.-
now still :/ hahas ,
nevermind ..

okay , byebye :D
ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-27T16:00:00.004+08:00

I THINK I'M DOWN WITH A SORE THROAT :/
super super sad ,
even sadder still , i'm having a sore throat , yet i still sound normal -.-
hahaas , which is weird..

probably shouted too loudly yesterday when they OUI grad night ,
cause theres only me & sho ,
well PAUL too :D but not all the time :D

&i've scared the SEC 1s by being a crazy woman , i think
simply wonderful . hahahas

i just realised there super super loads of reasons for me to have sore throat
like MACs yesterday with SHO (:

ON meeting tomorrow ,
so i better remember to sleep early tonight :D

PS : the movie BODYGUARD AND ASSASSINS , its just plain disgusting okay
loads of people died :/
died till so cham somemore , not like peacefully died :/
so yeah , treasure your freedom people :D

oh ,
& SHUQI IS OVERSEAS NOW
so yeahs , have a safe and happy trip (:

i'm just a little bit caught in the middle ,
life is a maze and love is a riddle ;

byeee ;D
ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

:D
hahahas ,
i hope you people get loads of presents :D

well , thats pretty much all .
should be returning to school tomorrow :D
hope ON officers are allowed :D

& thanks , for all the greetings precious ;
be it via sms or tagboards , or anywhere :D

okay ,
byebye

ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOOO
i'm back :D

& ON ROCKS :D

i love my department lah okay :D

the camp was great (:
tiring though ,
and i HATE buddha claps :/
we did 40 plus 60 times 2 -.-
200 .
freako
orienteer was super tiring ,
plus i'm the loudhailer lah
-.-
cause i'm the freaking assistant assistant leader .
i know , its pathetic ,
cause two assistant :/
hahahas ,
fire drill too , 1.30am . wonderful job man -.-
anw , second day was loads better

i ♥ the mass dance & the camp fire !

whahahas ,
sadly , even though i screamed my ass off ,
i didn't lose my voice :/
nevermind , i enjoyed the camp :/

& i super super super ♥ my department :D

nevermind :D

today was registration ,
had to wake up early x.x
then did duty ,
i was scolded by a parent who wanted to know where to try the uniform .
she told us later on that she wanted to try AND buy the uniform . -.-
then went for lunch with SHO , YITING and LITING ,
and went for ON meeting :D
then stayed after that to finish up the class matters with SHO ,
songs , plus dance , etc.
then wait somemore and helped with the flags , then homed :D

hahahas, thats about all :D

okay , byebye :D
ABIGAIL :D
G - DOUBLE O - D - J - O - B , goodjob *clapclap* goodjob *clapclap*
yay :D CHEERS ! :D

2009-12-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

mr bump is super cute :D
& he looks super intelligent :O
hahahas ,
i <3 him :D

watched orphan with ky & ks today :D
not scary one ,
hahahas , i wonder why is NC / M . i forgot which -.- hahahas

& my phone's music button is screwed -.-
i can't use it and its freaking BU FANG BIAN -.-
i use till freaking pekcek
worse still , my warranty , is over -.- crap , i need to pay .
simply , wonderful -.-
hahahas,

mummy's gonna buy book tomorrow (:
and fix my phone for me .
or so she says .
i'm looking forward to the books , since i can start .
i need to work hard :D
i want that freaking scholarship next year .
i mean it :D
hahahas ,

well then :D byebye :D
ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

i'm tired :/
and my leg hurts lah okay ,
stupid shoes , i don't like you :/
screw it :/

on the plus side ,
now i know , go out must bring plasters .
i've become smarter :D

and i shouldn't leave shoes aside and just not wear them for too long .
hahahas ,
i need new shoes ,
loads ,
i want to buy loads of new things ,
too bad no money :/

bras brasa w. ky , jenn and ks :D
well , from bugis to cityhall , we walked okay :D
while i'm wearing my pair of horrible and terrible of shoes :/
blisters , ouch .
had lunch first :D
i saw ZhangLaoShi , the super super pretty one from PCS :D
i bet you're damn jealous :P
hahahas ,
then bugis street a while , and started asking for directions to cityhall
went bras brasa for TBs ,
and met this super kind auntie who lent us her popular card .
i know going all the way their for popular is kinda stupid , don't comment .
hahahas ,
then went to library :D
the national library's huge lah ,
hahahas ,
borrow a book , cause i've not returned the book and can't borrow more .
its damn pathetic :/
nevermind ,
really headed to city hall ,
i was so glad when we finally reached , cause my leg was killing me lah ,
laughs , horrible !
so trained back to tampines , and took bus , 293-ed instead ,
cause my leg was spent and i deperately needed a rest , with a seat
and then i realised my shoe is spoilt -.- the sole is lose .
and when i walked home , the whole freaking sole fell out -.-
wth , i had to pick up the stupid sole and walk w/o a stupid sole .
or whatever the rubber thingy at the bottom is called -.-
stupid shoes :/
nevermind ,

this post seems longer then the usual length :D hahahas ,
i've not typed such a long post in ages :D
everything's coming back , the memories , and i'm wishing that you'll pop out . but who am i kidding , all these while . even if you do appear , its only as a friend . everything flew away and disappeared . what i want , its no longer possible . though i wish , i pray for it , it'll never happen , its all a dream :/ ps : eve if you can see this , DON"T ask about it
well , byebye then :D hahahas ,
ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

i've watch new moon already :D
&hell , i like the jacob :D

plus , i've been accepted into the sec 1 camp already :D
i'm duper happy luh :D
& kityee and jennifer's back :D
so is kaisi ,
:D

went to some temple to pray earlier in the morning ,
well , to thank the gods actually .
then had lunch with xiaojiu ,
xiaojiu was assuring me that if i transfer to his school , sure get scholarship .
if i don't get , he'll gimme . cute eh ?
hahahas ,
well , my records waiting for his son to break anw . hahahas
i wonder how much he'll get ?
270 plus ? 280 plus ?
hahahas ,

i've pretty much nothing to blog about already .
i realise my life have turned into one that waits for phone calls :/
like now -.- hahahas
nevermind , byebye :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-12-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

305th post (:

its time i renewed it , i guess (:
hahahas ,

maybe change my link (: hahahas ,
kinda lazy though .

i want to bury myself under heaps of sand and dirts lah ! :(
nevermind -.- forget it .

laughs , well , byebye :D

ABIGAIL :D

PS : i'm getting addicted to lily allens ,
little thing & who'd have known :D

2009-12-09T22:42:00.004+08:00

just changed my blogskin ,
iloveit (: hahahas , :P
although there seems to be something wrong w. the neon lights thing :/

i feel super lonely now lah ,
hahahas , and my phones is so damn quiet , cause i can't use the sms :/

and i have totally nothing to do !
:/

probably gonna check out missSwan's video .
laughs , its hilarious lah !
oh , and i'm worried i gave mrlow the wrong info :/

oh well,
i'm feeling weird , and not in the comfortable way ,
everything criss-crossed in my mind , i can't seem to sort it out .
questionsmarks , exclaimation marks , etc .
nevermind , i'll probably ignore them :D

built an icewall all around , so i can't feel anything i don't want to ;

byebye :D
ABIGAIL

/- LITTLE THINGS , lily allen (:
i'm starting to love her :D

2009-12-04T21:30:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging for the sake of blogging :D

idk why . don't ask :D

leezijian :D
hahahas ,
see ? o.o

shit x.x
i'm having a damn stomach-ache ..
or something like that ..
or maybe i'm just in a weird mood .
well, it ain't positive shit x.x
screw it -.-

nevermind -.-

okay , byebye
ABIGAIL

2009-12-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

i posted :D hahahas ,
LEEZIJIAN , can you see ? hahahas ,

laughs ,
zj , ys , zw , javis came today ..
hahahas , had fun :D

OMG , idk what to post luh :(
i should be at genting now lah -.-
but i'm not :(
i miss my family luh :(
come back soon !!!!! :(

come back come back come back :D soon !
have fun luh , precious :D
play more euro express :D i waant to play :D
i miss genting , i mean, seriously , alot ..

nevermind , byebye :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-11-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

ILOVETODAY (:
&MR Bernard , i'm gonna miss you loads (:
ily :D

either way ,

will be MIA ,
blog , msn , phone
so yeah , i won't reply messages that efficiently ..
or answer calls ..
cause it'll be on silent , and alone in a stupid corner .
the rest , well , you can skip if you want to (:

it isn't anyone's fault ..
its mine ,
maybe i was too naive
maybe i was too stupid
maybe i am overeacting
maybe i was wrong
maybe i am wrong
maybe i am oversensitive
it doesn't matters anymore anw ,
i don't think anyone gives a damn anyway ..
whatever lah ,
i don't want to give a damn anymore ..
i just want to pack up and move the hell to REDLAND with my chocolate bunnies , gummy worms , sugar coated jellyfish and talking mushrooms
so yeahs , byebye ..
all of you are allowed to freaking shout good ridance ,
cause i know it is .
so yeah , sorry ..
i'll try do all of you guys a favor by trying to disappear for as long as possible (:

byebye (:
ABIGAIL (:

2009-11-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

ahgong's birthday was over (:
iloveit :D

it seems real long since we had a full gathering ,
pity mummy had made us leave the first .. AGAIN :(
but well .. bo bian uh ?

weiming uh ,
you uh , so old already , still play play play
super disturb uh ,
still like to disturb people with tissue paper
laughs , ilovemycousins lah :D
<3

anw , i gtg ..
byebye (:
ilovemyfamilyandfriends :D
and i look forward to another family gathering ..

ABIGAIL (:

2009-11-15T21:04:00.003+08:00

i'm so irritated recently /:
so i'm guessing its best you don't contact me if there's nothing much ..

okay ,

anw,
sorry i ps you /:
really super sorry eh ..
make you wait so long ..

nothing much recently ..
i'm growing fatter and fatter ..
shit man ..
i think i'm gonna to start dieting already :)

hahahas , anw , my karma or something like that dropped cause i'm too inactive .. wth ? o.o
its only how many days only lah .. lol.
my karma sure die like shit ..

nevermind ,

ABIGAIL
can somebody tell me why am i waiting for something , when i don't even know what it is ?

2009-11-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

well ,
tomorrow open house ,
excited :D

and i realise my bro's b'day coming ..
and no presents x:
tsktsktsk ..

i've been reading my past posts , think alot ..
guess what ,
i've really changed a lot ..
from p6 , from sec 1
its so shocking ..
and i don't really like the current me /:
so i'm going to try to change :D
i mean it (:

and i love all my friends okay :D
so much :D

anw , jennifer ..
i edited the no. of hearts ..
so three loves weird ..
so i changed to one ..
but don't worry ,
i still love you guys very much ! :D hahahas

well the enough ..
byebye then :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-11-12T21:31:00.002+08:00

THANKS FOR ALL THE TAG LOVELYS :D
do keep it coming :D
cause ilovethem :D & iloveyou :D hahaas

i'm so lifeless recently /:
school , school , school ..
zzz..

DUNMAN OPEN HOUSE ,
this coming saturday (:
do attend if you're interested :D
ps : does anyone know when's the open house going to last until ? :(
cause ilovemyschool (:
hahahas

HAPPR BELATED BIRTHDAY , lee zijian <3
:D:D:D

anw , i know FARHAN's birthday is coming soon (:
so , HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY !
thanks for the great year ,
you're a wonderful chairperson ! :D
i hope he sees this (: hahahahas .

well then , i updated .. do frequent my blog okeh :D
hahahas , <3

byebye .
ABIGAIL :D

2009-11-08T15:30:00.003+08:00

HUMOR ME ,
go ahead ,

laughs ,
i'm blogging three days in a row , that's really a record .. i should probably go and find some show to chiong already eh ? since i finished mine -.-

i think daddy's down sick or something ,
worried about him :(
he's having giddy spells , and he feels like vomit-ing ..
i'm worried , and upset :(

oh well, i wish he'll get well soon ,
i seriously do..

well , i think i'm off to put a photo for my profile , :)
byebye then :D

ABIGAIL

EDITED }

hehehes , done :D
anw , i've joined PLURK :D
http://www.plurk.com/ABIGAlL :D
do me an add , okeh :D hahahas ,
byebye :D

ABIGAIL

2009-11-07T20:23:00.003+08:00

guess what , i'm updating :D
within one day too .. hahahas
well , go and buy 4D , cause its freaking rare ;D laughs .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIQI :D
iloveyou ! :D
hopefully , you enjoyed your day yeahs :D

either way , was absent from the weekly brunch with aunt diana & family ,
cause went to siglap secondary for the chinese reading day camp with jennifer :D ?
laughs ,
schools from E3 cluster was there eh ,

-DUNMANSECONDARYSCHOOL
-SIGLAPSECONDARYSCHOOL
-JUNYUANSECONDARY SCHOOL
-SPRINGFIELDSCEONDARYSCHOOL
-EASTSPRINGSECONDARYSCHOOL

well , i think that's the five school , do correct me if i'm wrong (:
laughs,
the thingy started a 9.15 ? when we were supposed to report by 8.30
shouldn't have made us so early .. could have slept later x.x
whatever ,
did some bingo thingy
first one to help me was wilson ,
he was like " okay , you sign this one , i sign this "
pointing the above 1.75 and the below 1.6 box
obviously .. i'm the below 1.6 box .. sad.. hahahas
gosh , whats with the height thing ? keep reminding me that i'm short x.x LOL
nevermind , everyone looking for a nike shoe and addidas bag :D
which is wilson and shimin :D laughs , damn funny .. the people crowd about them .. hahahas . trying to get their name 0.0

i've learnt alot from this ..
let's list okayys :D

1. remember to bring sweets to things like this
2. don't help people to throw forks if you don't know where the rubbish bins are
3. there are things such as pad dispensers 0.0 ( okay , i'm a vegetable bird x: )
4. don't write crap such as building a waterproof fence around the whole island when the people ask you to write your answers on the paper .. you may malu yourself using a mike later on -.-
5. take more of the food that seems nice when eating lunch
6. MARKERS , ( at least those ) STINKS !
7. save the earth , but give good ideas
8. you can cut queue while getting food for teabreaks ( but i didn't :D )
9. red tees look super nice :D
10. toilets may be locked during the holidays , so go to the ones you know that are opened if you're urgent so you don't run around in circles in another school trying to find a toilet -.-

hmms .. i'll end the list here , i dont really want to list anymore :D
so yeah , see .. this thingy was FRUITFUL :D
well then , plus , i know how to come back already :D
hahahas , and i've familarized with another bus-stop :D
laughs ,
i this stupid vegetable bird x:
well then , byebye :D
ilovemytee ! :D
i've enjoyed myself , and i feel super happy now <3

ABIGAIL

2009-11-06T12:42:00.002+08:00

changed everything i wanted to blog ,
pretty much , no reason..

sec 1 camp's thing outty :D
i'm not FA ,
good and bad ..
ohwells ,
that's that then ..
but i'm same as jinting ;D hahahas ,
hahahas ,

either way , i'll stop here , hahahas ,
not in the mood to post ..
you have no idea how long i took for this post .
cause i was so freaking distracted :D
hahahas ,
byebye :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-11-01T15:55:00.002+08:00

what you see or hear , may not always be the truth ;
learn to not trust them , at times .

yeye's back :D
a BIG finally :D
hahahas , plus i have two new bags .. :D

i can't believe holiday have arrived , nor can i believe i'm going up to sec 3 next year can .
wth , time passed so damn fast .. hahahas ,
i'm starting to miss my sec one plus two de life le can .. hahahas..

results , hmms ..
well , i can't get my damn scholarship , cause not good enough ..
i guess bobian-y eh ? hahahas ..
ohwells ,

well , well :D
byebye then :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-10-22T21:21:00.004+08:00

hahahas , changed the blogskin , cause the previous one had problems ? or something like that ?
idk lah , anw , changed it , laughs (:

tomorrow the janpanese tourist (?) are coming ,
and i still don't know what to do ..
win already lah .. hahahas .
nevermind , ask around tomorrow . hehehes ,

anw , abigail's broke ,
spent all my money already ..
i don't know how though ..
zzz.. i think i have to trap myself at home and in the classroom already ..
hahahas ,

anw , Mrs Neo's leaving
well , for that extraordinary principal ,
THANKYOU , i enjoyed my days in Dunman under you ,
and i wish you the best in your future to come ,

well , i'm off to eat my chocolates and sleep x.x
byebye :D

eighteen more days ,
eighteen more days and it'll reach ,
don't ask me about this , i don't and won't say it

ABIGAIL ♥

2009-10-16T19:58:00.003+08:00

my blog's tagboard like dead , idk if i should even continue blogging .. hahahas .
ohwell , it alright , i guess .

anw , my brain , has officially shut down ..
i've been working hard for EOY like shit ,
but i screwed all of them , sadly ..
i also don't know if i want to get them back ,
mixed , i guess .. hahahas,
anw , JIAYOU for home-ec okay , for those who are taking it on tues .
you all can make it de :D <3 hahahas ,

anw , we got back our class photo ..
i realised i've bought two formals , which are almost the same ? hahahas.. oh well , i don't really remember why though .. hahahas .
nevermind , i love my class(:
hahahas ,

okay , nevermind ,
i can't think of anything now ,
so , yeahs , byebye :D

ABIGAIL

2009-10-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

my blog is revived :D hahahas , just like to sleep only ;D
like me :D hehehes ,

anw ,
i don't have a crush on Antony okay ,
i know a lot of people think so , so please change the idea .
it isn't that he's what or anything , i just don't have a crush on him .

well , now that that is over ..

been having massive moodswings recently , and i mean seriously massive , kinda of scary , i guess .. hahahas .
like today during recess , hahahas .
was so irritated(?) that i went outside the class and sat on the floor -.-
and ate my biscuit ..
then kityee came out also , thanks girl (:
then yiting plus jolene , zuxian , etc.
actually , they were stopped by me. hahahas ~ we all sat down on the floor :D
hehehes~
then was super sad , idk either . -.-
random , i guess . hahahas ,
anw , i'm back to normal :D
now isn't that good :D hahahas,
okay, nevermind :D

anw , another point ,
oi bitch , enough le hor , i mean seriously hor . don't test my patience . i'm warning you .
i hate you , and i mean it . you don't want to make it worse , okay .
okay , don't ask me who . i wont answer ..
okay , idk .. maybe its my problem , i think its my problem ..
zzz .. nevermind .

i don't really feel like blogging already .. hahahas ,
well then ,
byebye :D

ABIGAIl ;

2009-09-18T20:23:00.003+08:00

guess what , i'm back .

back from WUHAN , like ages ago
& back to blogging .
well , thanks for all the people who asked me to continue my blog :D hahahas , i'm doing so now .
see , ain't abigail a good girl ? hahahas ,

WUHAN was great ,
although i'm really glad to be back in singapore :D
well , for the people who asked how was my trip ,
really thanks alot :D i'm so touched okay :D
&no , wuhan's weather probably couldn't fly a kite . laughs ,
and all the people who helped me on the trip ,everyone who has gone even , thanks for the help and making the trip enjoyable :D
laughs , which remind me , i'm still waiting for my banana photo !! laughs ,
the guys there all very gentleman :D yeahs , i mean it (:
and the girls , are all friendly and helpful (:
ohyeahs !! and one damn important thing ,
the stupid water pipe there burst -.- wth ,
middle of the night call our room and tell us , hahahas ,
i was the one picked up the phone , and because my brain was half asleep and not functioning properly , i did't really listen and process the phone call
the next morning , our whole floor was wet -.- and i forgot about the whole phone call .
so i shouted and woke everybody , and jumped around the room looking for a dry spot but not find one -.-
in the end , i had to give up . laughs ,
and asked what happened , then finally remembered the phone call .
ms lam say i very wei xian , hear water pipe burst still no reactions . laughs ,
which , somehow , seems true . LOL ,
nevermind then ;D
i don't really one to blog about the other things , really lazy ..
well , maybe one last one ,
i have a blue black , from there . but idk when that happened -.-
wonderful, so i can't wear shorts .. if not freaking ugly x.x
i hope it recovers soon .

anw , yesterday had what don't know what math rep thingy .
WASTE OF TIME -.-
i mean seriously ,
only that my marching teacher went also , hahahas ,
one only though ,
the other didn't come school /:
laughs ,
and talked about water pipes -.-
i think because of that , the teacher got us to share about the maths thingy -.-
laughs , and the teacher couldn't recongise me !!! cause i wasn't wearing specs x.x hahahas ~
i didn't knew i looked so damn different . laughs ,
okay , i'm probably gonna end here :D
laughs , byebye :D

you have no damn idea , okay
okay , maybe you do , laughs ,
no , don't ask me what this is about :D & no , i'm not scolding anyone . laughs :D

ABIGAIL ,

2009-09-14T19:36:00.001+08:00

reopening my blog soon !
keep a look out for it :D

hahahas , byebye ,

abigail :D

2009-07-09T16:21:00.004+08:00

TODAY SUCKED .
& i don't want to talk about it ,

THIS WILL BE THE LAST POST ,
until further notice as
ABIGAIL CHONG's BLOG ,
from today onwards ,
is CLOSED !

thank you for visiting ,
and keep the tags coming if you will ,
i'll still reply :D

& thanks jennifer ,
you know what i mean ;D

oohs , and before i forget ,
Felicia told me to blog that she ruined her fringe (:
hey girl , cheer up okay , it'll grow back , soon enough :D

Love ,
ABIGAIL CHONG ,
090709 ; 4.28 PM

2009-07-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

okay , i'm posting :D
yes , aren't all of you glad .

i'm really thinking of deleting this blog ,
should i , or should i not ?
hahahas , i don't think anyone cares .
ohwell ,

i bought a new RED bag :D
plus slippers and shorts (:
i'm gonna use my new bag on tues ! :D
i like it alot . though its similar to another bag which cost about 70 plus ,
it cost only 40 :D hahahas ,
i'm glad :D

i'm still thinking of the art thing btw , anw one care to help ? hahahas :D
i'm still working out the drain thingy .

well , i updated .
but this blog would be left dead anw ,
i don't plan to blog after this . hahahas ,
bloggie , hang in there :D

abigail ;

2009-06-25T17:29:00.002+08:00

i'm back ,
& tired out.

many things happen while we were away at genting , right ?

the car trip was better than i expected ,
but it could be better lahs ,
at least i wasn't sitting in the middle and getting squashed from both sides :D
i got squashed from the left and the door :D which was alot better since the person wasn't my dear brother :D
okay lah , much more space compared to last time :D
weiquan and aunty jen took our car too, btw :D

here's a brief summary of what happened there :

- reached about 12 plus , i love going up the mountain okay !
- but we waited for the hotel room for around 5 hours . that sucked , we had to sit in the lobby. decided to lunch then , w/o the adults , had KFC ( btw , i ate alot of kfc this time round ) shopped a while , then went back . we though it was just nice , but end up its not done yet .
- finally checked in to the hotel and ate our dinner , w/o the adults again , its macs this time round.
- then shopped
- and wentback to sleep .
-second day woke up , the breakfast , i had stomach ache after eating it okay 0.0
- bought the indoor themepark band . adults were pissed or annoyed or shocked to find out that we bought the indoor instead of the outdoor . they were puzzled why the teens bought indoor while the kids brought outdoor -.- ( my mother nagged me about this today -.- ) they should be happy , it cost less and allow us to play longer .. hahahas .
- played , euro express and bumper car .
we played the ferris wheel too, and it was super funny cause there's so many rounds and weiquan was keep telling the person he wants to use the toilet in order to get out of the thing .
didn't happen though , the person didn't understand -.- hahahas,
-euro express was really fun :D you get to scream your head off without being judged :D i screamed a lot , for nothing actually , because i really feel like screaming .. i'm surprised i still have my voice . hahahas ,
- but i like bumper car more ! :D
- and the person don't let me / us play the merry-go-round . i was disappointed lah , really .. i wanted all of us to play with the horseys . hahahas , i think it'll be really funny :D
- shopped a while too and ate KFC & kenny rogers ( spelling )
- reached hotel at 12 plus , i went to sleep then.
- third day woke up , had breakfast and shopped a while . ( i regret not buying my wallet , okay D: ) then went home ,
- i bought a C.R. bag ! and i wanted to bring it out today but couldn't because i can't go out -.- GREAT -.-
- homed then , reached about 6 plus ...
- replied messages then :D & smsed :D
- dinner and bathed and unpacked .
- chinese project-ed then slept .

i've hurt my hand on the way back/ there -.-
but my leg's fine . hahahas ,
my precious right index finger -.-
oh , forget it -.-

I CAN'T GO OUT , and the reason's UNFAIR .
stupid , stupid , stupid .
i waaaant to go out lahs ):

nevermind ,
i'm really tired now btw ,
sleepy ..
i'll maybe upload the pictures next time :D hahahs ,
well , byebye now :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-06-19T15:21:00.003+08:00

singtel just sent me a message telling me they're gonna upgrade the system etc .
might experience interruption .
i don't know if its refering to my handphone or housephone lahs ,
sucks

i'm tired of the STUPID chinese project .
seriously , i super pissed and irritated with it already okay .
i'm not even sure what i should do lah .
& i freaking want to sleep lahs .

STUPID STUPID STUPID .
i'm in a bad mood now, so EXCUSE me ;

i'm considering closing down this blog ..
its still a consideration though ;
nevermind , i'll think about it.
or maybe just close it temporary ;
well ,
we'll see ..

everything's in a freaking mess ,
i really don't know what to do anymore .
forget it , i'm gonna stop thinking about it already .

GENTING on MON TO WED ,
remember to miss me ;D
LOL ,
i've already had some activities planned out for the time i've returned.
but don't know if can a leh .
idk can finish the stupid chinese project a not ..
i believe we can de right ? my dear group members .
okay, they probably won't be reading this , so it doesn't matter :D
only felicia might ,
she at hk now anw :D
hey , i'm missing you okay ! :D
bet you're sneezing all the time there right ?
;D
hahahas ,

nevermind , i'll go already :D

love, abigail .

2009-06-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

i'm a bitch,
& i don't mean it in the good way.
seriously, i suddenly hate myself a lot.
i'm really super angry with myself now.

abigail ,

2009-06-16T14:12:00.003+08:00

muahahahas,

my legs better already :D
muahahahas , ;D
yeahs , i know you're jealous my leg's better.
muahahahas ,
actually , it have recovered already .
envy bahs , hahahas .

i'm in a mood to blog about yesterday :D
yeahs ,
but i don't really know what to blog .
nevermind, i'll just briskly blog about it then :D

afternoon went out with zhenhong&zhengwei, zhengwei&zhenhong.
then we went my house.
then they went home :O

i missed out certain details though 0.0 nevermind, hahaas.
actually i missed out quite alot of details. lols.
its really alot :X

maybe gonna see them tomorrow again, HOPEFULLY :D

lols , okay . go and finish my stupid lit homework already .
i'm at the last one :B

i hope you still remember what you promised me before the holidays started.
at least i think i hope you still do ;

love, abigail

2009-06-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

okay, i decided to blog,
and then changed my mind.
then i changed my mind again,
but after typing halfway, i changed it again .
so now, i just decided i want to blog about how fickle i am .

HAH , see if you can figure it out. hahahas .
yes, i'm a fickle girl . LOLS , in terms of certain things.

& my leg hurts ,
D:
you can see the scratches -.-
lols , nevermind :D

okay , byebye then :D

love, abigail :D

2009-06-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

okay , my nails are spoilt -.- but nevermind ... hopefully, no one notices :X
lols fine , i admit i'm very careless and blur -.-

anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA & TIONG MING .
& jessica's twin sister
hah, i'm soooo nice ;D X:

i think i'm down sick or something , or maybe its just lack of sleep.
idk lahs, i can't see the difference.
i'm really tired now, or maybe its sick, i really don't know already .
hopefully , this weird feeling would be gone soon lahs, its really torturous D:
hahahas ,

okay, i really should be doing lit now,
i'll do once i finish blogging then ;D
& sadly, i'm not even online in msn now ):
nevermind .

yiting going overseas soon,
remember my present okay , hahahas . nahs , i'm just joking :D
YI LU SHUN FENG :D

i'm looking forward to the genting trip of mine anw,
22 :D its seems very far away , yet i have many things to finish before that, so yeahs :D
seriously, i'm really looking forward to it lahs,
i'll get to spend lots of quality time with my beloved family <3
seems very long since we had a big gathering yeahs ? hahahas ,

i don't know why, but suddenly my phone feel so shiny 0.0
so reflective 0.0
hahahas , nevermind :D

okay ,
i'll go and do already . i'm a good girlie yeahs :D

love,
abigail :D

2009-06-10T21:13:00.002+08:00

I'M FINALLY BLOGGING :O
yeahs, i'm sorry been missing for so long .
have been chionging homework , x:
okay , fine . i know you don't believe . LOLS ,

my nails are painted BLACK :D
& its so freaking thick :D
i'm very happy , cause its so hard to make it so freaking thick :D
HEHEHES !!!

my mood's really very unstable recently ,
so if i've shown you any un-nice-sities , i'm really sorry ..

& i've resolute to eat more vegetable :D
everybody join me okay ? :D
eat more vegies , eat less meat :D

& use less plastic bags :D

LET'S SAVE THE EARTH :D
YAY !! :D
*claps*
use less plastic bags and make sure your sprays are ozone-friendly :D
& save energy :D

anw , i wonder how much weight i've gained so far . wait , i'll check :D
okay , really -.-
i've gained 0.9 kg
i like my current weight now :D
think i'm gonna maintain :D
or maybe a few days later will want to gain already ...
idk ? hahahas ,

nevermind , byebye :D

& it was such a waste ):
she was really very nice ,
& i really liked her ..

abigail :D

2009-06-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

i've finally start to watch boys over flowers :D
FELICIA , did you see this ?! hahahahas ! :D

i've not been posting for quite a while ,
wanted to use the computer for quite some time already , but didn't ...
i'm a good girl okay , did homework ;D
i only finish compre though ...

oh , and i got back my results :D
i screamed /: in the middle of the night lahs X:
but at least i didn't scream in the hall lahs :D
now , i struggling between 3a/b or 3c ... hais ...
forget it .
i'm gonna chiong for end of year , i mean seriously .

saturday was the mission maker compeitition ,
i did nothing .
just slept , and doodled on danish's foolscape .
i doodled our team name :D muahahahas , :D
danish worked on programming and darren worked on the document .
i'm the scripwriter .
i did my job lahs , but its with their help ..
and got food lehs ,
the bread's very nice :D hehehes ,
PS: darren's english is super powerful .
but the orange juice is like so dilute /:
nevermind , don't complaint :D

today ,
went t1, tm , cs with ivy ,
muahahahas , i saw zhenhong at t1 lehs ,
and he's very handsome .
hahahas ,
PS: t1 is super cold ,
or maybe its just me , i'm cold-blooded ?
yeahs , that's all .
then popped by jennifer's house to give her presents :B

lols , yeahs :D
well, end here ler :D
hahahas , byebye :D

ABIGAIL :B

2009-05-23T19:57:00.002+08:00

okay ,
i've found a few blogskins that i liked ,
still considering though ...
maybe see what felicia found first :D
maybe i'll like it better , hahahas.
& when i want to change,
i'll change it myself ,
to prove to normal-er that i am so not that computer retard-ish :P

oh , and ADRIAN won :D
CONGRATS eh :D

okay ,
i now very de question mark lehs ,
0.0
forget it -.-

byebye then :D
& i appreciate you reading my blog , my posts , readers :D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-05-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

shit , my results suck lah okay ,

i have totally no idea what to blog ,
so forget it bahs ...

byebye ,

ABIGAIL :D

2009-05-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

i'm very super duper hungry now ):
seriously ...

okay , midyear is finally over :D

stupid lahs ,
i think i'm going to flunk my mid year lahs ,

mygod , i'm really very hungry ...
okay , nevermind -.-

we celebrated weiquan's birthday btw :D
its great lahs ,
& i met ruyan's friend :D
ahahahas ,
they're fun :D
keep talking about the shaking of tents , LOLS .
xueyin's friends are fun also :D
i met them too :D
& of course my friends are awesome also lahs :D
whahahas ,

okay , nevermind .
well , i think i go and find my mummy already ...
byebye .
:D

ABIGAIL :D

2009-05-15T19:43:00.002+08:00

somehow , somewhat , i lost the confidence .

gone like the wind ,

okay , i can't resist in the end and used the computer . & i told jennifer i won't use .
i have like no determination . but mummy doesn't really care so its okay :D

i realise it has been really long since i last see michal ,
oh gosh , i miss him ... /:
and other people also , obviously :D

oh and is thirty-eight and a half upon fifty good ? 0.0
okay , nevermind . i think you don't know what i'm talking about right ? X:

i'm really really freaking short ,
i mean it okay , really FREAKING short /:
zhengwei is like so tall lahs, to me /:
and zhenhong also X:
i saw them both :D zhenhong first , but zhengwei nearer ,

oh , & i saw zhengwei on his birthday :D its like so qiao , hahahahas .

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZHENGWEI♥ ,
110509 ;

hahahahas ,

tomorrow's yanshen's birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANSHEN♥ , advance .
i can't use the computer tomorrow /:

peppermint , peppermint ,
i been drinking alot of peppermint recently , idk why /:
unhealthy ? :D

& today , me and jennifer walked home , from school .
nothing better to do ? hahahahas ,

and weiquan's birthday is coming soon too ,
idk what to get him , ask him tomorrow :D
hahahas , see if i can afford X:
i going bankrupt soon lor D:
i mean seriously , you see my wallet is like no money /:
that's very very saddening ..

well , whatever ?
i'm think i'm going to study science already ,
cause i don't want what happened in maths to happen again .
freak , i think i'm gonna flunk my maths D:
i was really pissed after the paper , cause i didn't finish ...
too bad , too late for regret ...

okay , byebye then :D

ABIGAIL ;