RANT:
Been unfit my whole life. Anyone who knows me know how much i hate exercise, of any kind. Been trying to lead a slightly more active lifestyle this month. Progress was fast at the start, but I've reached a plateau. It doesn't help that mid terms are coming at me, one after another.
Still desperately trying to continue whatever minimal progress i have but I'm so disgusted at every single scoff i've received?
Why would someone scoff at anybody else's effort, when its not even related to them?
If you have nothing nice, its very simple to keep your mouth shut right? Why would anyone mock someone else, without even getting the facts right?
at least we are trying right? Im quite sure it doesn't affect you, even if i run for only 1 sec, so why can't you just keep your demeaning comments to yourself?
Everybody is the world is like promoting good vibes and all, but somehow they still have the time scoff at others for anything? Everyone is saying how cruel society can be, yet they still choose to be cruel. I guess it just doesn't seem as cruel when we do it, and we often forget to consider the impact it might have.
So here's a post thats in bits and pieces (and abit random) to remind myself
to be kind, and to be brave always.
thankful for R who has been coaxing me to look past the embarrassment i felt doing any kind of exercise in anybody's presence, as a result for getting laughed at since forever. Thankful to anyone who has been encouraging me, reminding me that slow progress is still progress and reminding me to not give up in times of difficulty. Im loved :)
